-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Monday, August 22, 2005
___________Wad a day =P...i feel so sleepy hahaz..............
hey people...i noe o level coming so not much people wiewing my blog but wad ever hahaz...anyway man i'm so TIRED...had to wake up at 5 everyday sigh wad to do this is life....can't do much bout it.......i almost fell asleep today in class lol hey never get scolded lol and erm wad else oh i had durian cake for recess hahaz it was my fren yanling birthday lol once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! and may all ya dreams come true=) and thx for the cake i really appreciate it. its taste great too.....hope ya like the chocolate i bought for ya :) to the rest of the world out there muz always remember ya fren's birthday okie...whether is it a gal or a guy whether ya shy or not ya juz got to remember it okie ;)
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Everytime i see a couple togather...i feel happy for them and wish they stay togather forever but i juz wonder why can't i be like them.....i wondered......i mean i am a faithful person....even though they say its natural to haf many crash at my age but i dun think that way.....when i like someone i give my 110% and i will never do anything to hurt the relationship...i give freedom i give in to understand....why after all i did all the time i wait...they still leave me and they shattered my heart totally.....i will not and i can't take another blow like that....i wan to forget the past and look towards the future......find a gal who truely like me for who i am and wad i am....after all this incident...i think back and reflect and i learn something....if you truely like somebody...ya will be happy when shes happy no matter wad the outcome is....now that i put the past behind for some time now......i found a clearer future.....then i saw this gal...she looks special....but thats juz me maybe she doesn't likes me maybe she likes someone else no matter wad i will not let my heart go wild again and i will not let this crash ruin my friendship wif her....i would rather see her everyday and that shes happy even if i'm not wif her i'm still contented...people might say i'm stupid but this is juz me....theres nothing ya can do to change me.......when ya like someone...ya like them for who they are and not wad they look like...and ya can't force anyone to like ya remember that.........when shes happy...i'm happy...when she needs my help i'll do all i can to help....even if in the end i'm not wif her.....i glad to haf met her and would be really happy to be her fren...good fren or best fren even for as long as life itself......its not about being wif her ...its about whether ya really care for her and wad ya wan in the end.....this is juz my understanding and belief now...am i too young for true love??? muz i learn more and take more experience......time will tell.....am i to be wif her....fate will tell...if shes truely yours she will be yous.....sigh...am i getting too emotional?????...........i won't let this interfere me....May all "your" dreams come true and stay happy forever:) those who read these...dun queastion bout wad am i toking about........or who is the gal that shattered my heart...or who is the gal i have a crash on coz no one will noe but myself and i will NEVER say anything out.....FRENS FOREVER people!!!!!!!
7:00 AM
