Friday, September 09, 2005
________Sianz....Moody....Sad...Feeling down............Broken dreams...Broken hopes.........
Why???....Why did my life became liddat.........i used to be the kid who wans everything, to learn everything....a kid wif high hopes and dreams......why????why am i like that now.....a person whos a failure to the human race.....a person who has no more dreams...no more use to anyone...... Wads my purpose in life....wad am i here for.......humans are adaptive, have the ability to learn and change things........but me? i can even manage my sec sch life..........unable to adapt...unable do do even the simpliest of things. Sigh....the exams are here......and i dun think i'll even make it through........i'm disgrace to the school, the teachers, my family and friends and a disgrace to the human race..........i really feel like juz giving up my entire life........wads life without education? its the same as not living....sigh............to my teachers....i'm sorry i couldn't be a better student......sorry to have bring all of you so much trouble......wish time could be turned back....sigh.........seems like this time its really going to be my downfall.......
11:55 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
______________SOME PIC I FORGOT TO PUT UP.......................
at on
at one of our cycling trip
justin galping down coke
wah ben do stunt!!!!
Ben let the pro show u lah!!!
indoor staduim
3:22 AM
_____________Here comes the holidays..............
Okie before anything....first update bout yesterday.......
The day start off wif me waking up at 11am....so late.....
Then i recieve a call from our bro justin say he wan drop by my house be4 going met ah poh and gang to bowl lol....so he arrive and we chat and play bf2....justin the commander feature fun rite lol............okie then a moment later we'r running late liao...chiong to bus stop intending to take the cab coz it was raining but in the end we took the bus....blah blah blah......we arrive.......ah poh and gang were already there liao playing pool....so we start bowling and ben beat us in all the game lol all got funny style one lol ah poh was busy spinning the ball...everytime he did he strike lol.....................okie bowl finish were about to leave lol total 44 dollars plus then we saw this table buffet and started to take lol finish half of it..............damn worth it bowling inculding buffet hahaz then we head down to the arcade lol all chiong daytona lol all think they jay chou...do slack style....and ben still beat us all congrats man.
okie cut short the rest nuting much to tok bout liao.....need chiong home do art liao.................
okie TODAY.......we had normal school day.........the most exciting part is still when jonoh caught the dnt work in my file and took them .......sry justin and felix....didn't mean to get ya in trouble de......man did mrs johno shell them bad....donno who say "ask her tear lah..." but in front so quiet.....hahaz okie then i stone at the dnt room lol slack around waiting for them and see them getting shell by the dnt teacher....hahaz and here comes the funny ah poh the pants de zip and clip suddenly spoil lol cannot find pin...i tried use needle but can so somebody suggest using balco(that how ya spell it?) so we juz staple it onto his pants and strap togather........okie then we went home after that...me and felix when eat prata then head home...................THE END
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Everywhere ya are....when ya sad...unhappy or even not in mood.....theres always frens around to accompany ya and push ya along.......frenships forever....................and of coz BROTHERHOOD TOO
2:33 AM
