Sunday, December 25, 2005
_____PARTY!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!...............
hey people back to update again.....
BTW MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
k be4 i head to tok about the party,
lets go back in time.....
hmmmm......well i quit the donation job
then veron and ben intro me and derrick to this office job....
it was fantastic, nice working enviroment too
wear formal sumore hahaz
anyway my second interview only, they ask me
join them go their company christmas party at this pub
lol be4 i head to the party i head to my baby niece de bdae
she look so cute in the korean costume lol
ben was there too
then we head to meet javier , karen and bee wah....\
wah the party start at 9, i reach 10.30 becoz of some people lol
but hey nvm lol its over i'm not angry liao
but sadly karen and bee wah oh wait i forgot beewah stead too
they left early coz they dun feel comfortable in the place....
man the real fun start after the countdown, snow spray here and there lol
dance till everyone all high liao, had lotsa fun lol
too bad derrick and veron couldn't make,
stay there till 2am lol then me ben and javier head to orchard lol its still pack wif people lol
we bought party spray and see who ever walk pass we spray lol.........
man all the fun hahaz i wish i can expirence it again one more time lol
then today ben and dalton came over play basketball
and ben broke/sprain my finger again lol
the same finger he broke the other time.....
we played basketball then got this gal came over ask if she can play lol
shes quite good then ben say she cute.....
she looks like a fren of mine from kc
wonder if its her......
wah but i xia sway lol shoot like crap lol
aiya nvm lol
k write till here
tml got work need sleep liao hahaz
nitez people.......
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k back to my private blog again......
feelings for today tired, happy, lonesome
but i'm perfectly okie today not angry or sad actually
juz wish i can find the rite "her"
but since i cant, i'll juz spread my love, care and wad ever i can offer to those arnd me,
nvm dun feel like writing anymore for today so gonna end my crap now.....
crapping day and nite..........
8:57 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
________Maybe my life is meant to be lonely..........................
its been a few days since i blog lol so heres the update ....
started working wif ben veron and derrick doing some donation thingy it was fun, people there are quite nice
But its damn tiring lol...."no pain...no gain"
worked on monday, sold only 8 cards lol
left 7 left it for wed lol
Anyway the very next day(tuesday) i took off togather wif ben derrick and veron
it was my bro arif's bdae, HAPPY BDAE BRO!!!
juz too bad ck couldn't join us coz his leaving for china on the same day
but hey we'll make it up to ya one day ;) i assure ya
Anyway we start off wif kayaking.....it was fun jumping on and off the kayak
ben even hit verons face wif the paddle thingy(by accident) hope shes not hurt....
oh be4 i forget ben even drop the locker key into the sea lol(smart guy lol)
After that we went for pool....and man was veron pro lol
got to play wif her one round...altough i won, but she like not serious liddat
so kinda makes me feel like i won becoz she took it easy on me.......
anyway good game (i dun consider that my win)
well after pool we went PS to get arif present from his fren and head to his place
watch kung fu hustle(LMAO)
lol and head home.......
the next day(which is today went for work.....)
fun but tiring again....
lol and derrick got lucky today lol same team wif veron lol
but lol today their sales damn bad lol
ben and me got seperated lol
i went waterloo wif jun jie, melvin, shinyee(erm dun mind me if wrong spelling) and her fren
well my expirence in doing charity, i really hate that durai guy and why nkf so stoopid
makes everyone in sg tinks donation all fake......
and to ya all sg people out there
dun wan give sympathy to charity,
at least give it to the people out there doing charity (the real one lah)
haizzzzz............
well thats all for now.......take care people..........
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Now for the personal part or my blog.......
nows a days i'm starting to feel out cast again.....dun ask me why.....
but i tot about it, maybe its juz my fate i'm born to be lonely......
its perfectly okie for me coz............................................................
wtf.....i hate being alone....(unless i'm pissed or upset)
but personally i'm happy seeing people being happy(thats juz me so dun queastion)
like wad i learn in the movie hitch(life is not about the number of breaths ya take, its about the moments that takes ur breath away) or sumtin liddat................
but anyway......i'm happy about who i am
i'm happy bout who i noe
i'm happy about who i care
i'm about seeing others happy....
even if i'm suffering
or i'm sad or down.....
it doesn't matter wad i think or do
rather i take the suffering and pain than i see others suffering it.......
rather i break my heart so that my fren can be happily ever after.....
rather i.....
rather i.....
to me, life is not about me......
its about how i can make a different in others life..............
if anyone manage to read this...juz ignore it.....and dun ask.......
coz this part is juz all my crap that my crap up mind thinks
my tots and feelings for the day and the moment........
so juz ignore and dun worry i'm not mad.......i'm juz another sad, lonely guy who show another of himself and different times.......u will never see the sad side of me coz i'll nv show them to u....i'm juz happy and smiling all day long HAHAHA......
finally its the end of all my crap HAHAHAzzzzzzzz...........wtf..............i'm mad................
9:30 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
____juz another day...................
The day starts of wif derrick, ben and arif coming over my place,
to play basketball......well played whole morning then slack at my place...
Later in the afternoon we head over to meet up wif veron at bugis after her class...
walk arnd, slack arnd....took some pics and we head home.....
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however i donno why i dun feel that this is a great day for me.....
its not that i didn't had fun wif all my frens, or wad....
sumtimes i wonder wad am i to all my frens and families?
i noe wad it feels like to be an outcast, and i certainly dun wan to feel that way again....
i am who i am, i cant sing, i cant tok very well, i'm not good looking, i'm juz an average guy....
however i dun care wad others think of me, i dun care wad they do to me.....
i care for them and thats me no matter wad happen.....
all i wan is to feel part of everyone.....to be someone deeep down in everyones mind heart and soul.....that when ever they think back in life, theywould still remember me.....i'm not going to look down one myself anymore, i'm gonna be juz myself be ME
WADEVEr.....i now noe the purpose of my life, its not to about wad people think of me, its how i live my life, how i wan my life to be, to end........its about the moments in our life.......wtf am i toking about..................nvm i'm lost........i dunno wad i'm toking about and i dun care....screw it.......
6:03 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
__couldn't sleep.....so juz tot of writing sumtin down since no one read my blog anyway....
(to me blog is like a journal to me)
anyway heres some pic from yesterday i guess hahaz derricks bdae.......HAPPI BDAE BRO
TAken on derricks bdae hehee.....
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Haiz.....donno why i cant sleep......sumtin seems to trouble me but i cant seem to figure out wad and why....so decided to post it on my blog since no one reads it anyway, its like my personal journal lol.....................
Anyway while staring into my com i wondered this......
How do u noe the gal ya like haf feelings for u?
How do u noe if she is the gal for u?
Do u wad till she lets her feelings out? and risk suffering a shattered heart?
Or do u tell it to her? and risk ruining ur frenship wif her?
hahaz guess i'm juz love sick lol nah.......i'm okie
i dun go arnd thinking of gals
i dun go arnd being obsess wif the gal i like.....
i juz treat them like my fren, care for them....
hahaz wtf lol.....
maybe i'm juz being lovesick hahaz
i need to control my feelings,
wtf.........nvm i think i better stop writing the more i write the more confuse i get lol
anyway i got to thx derrick and all my frens coz they are the one who tok sense into me hahaz conclusion maybe i'm meant to be alone hahaz jkjk
Time Will Tell!!!
9:45 AM
_________Feelings are wad makes life interesting...................................
13/12/2005
Starts of wif me and derrick going to ritz carlton for training
god they are so high class lol....
full of expectation and rules etc.....
anyway looking forward to work there........
after that me and derrick went over to bugis
to meet up wif veron since her class finished......
After that i think we juz slack arnd and erm head home lol
14/15/2005
Now this is a very special day hahaz
its derricks bdae lol.....
had alot of things plan for him......
*hint hint* last post got tell ya liao lol
anyway we meet up early to catch a movie saw2
but dang they dun haf on the day so no choice watch king kong
because of that it delayed our plan
toking bout plan i really wanna thank all of ya that made it a success
especially, arif, veron, ben and ck
thanks to arif i was able to sleep the nite be4
coz he solved the problem i faced on the day lol(the cake issue)
thanks ben and veron for planning it wif me, and volunteer to help wif the cake
erm thank ck for being there and making it a day lol
hahaz derrick got creamed that day lol thrown to sea
lucky for him i got clothes and towel for him
after the surprise we went cycle abit
and left, send veron home then send derrick home and finally unload the heavy load on my back and i went home wif arif to pick up my things and i stayed over his place lol......
as for this post i wont say anything bad that happen, ya noe wad i mean and who u are lol peace....
15/12/2005
the day start of at 12 for me lol
slept over arif's place lol woke up so late hahaz
anyway we cycle back to my place to shower etc
went down to meet veron, derrick and ben at pp
reach there sit at mac tok tok and then we went over to have ice cream and coffee lol
there we saw and old fren lol(not that old actually)
we saw mable working lol nice to meet ya hahahaz
after that went shopping and then we send veron to bedok de bustop
and head to east point play till arcade close lol
man i set high score for that punching game lol wif a record of 114 per punch hahaz
had lotz of fun wif ya guys hahaz
then head home lol and to arif haf a safe trip home k since so late liao
hope to go out again soon.....cya all tml play bb;)
8:00 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
_________Uploaded pics again...............................
another [ic at bedok jetty
Me and derrick
Another pic at bedok jetty hahaz
A pic at bedok jetty hahaz
A neoprint taken at bugis...i look bumb haiz....
5:18 PM
________hahaz another day of excitment.......................
Well as usual hahaz,
yesterday......., lol
we went to bugis to hang out and took a neo print hahaz
that would be my second one rite? if i'm not wrong
Anyway we walk walk arnd....
Shop shop arnd........
and had "dinner" at mac hahaz
well theres a second part to this day but i'll post it next time hahaz....
i haf my reason hahaz.........and i'll post the pics another day lol
hahaz juz to add one part i forgot lol
after bugis the three of us wen to CHIJMES(erm correct spelling?)
hahaz it was a very nice beautiful place
very nice enviroment
very sweet place
in future i'm really gonna bring my gf there
thats if i haf a gf lol
i'll treasure and treat her like she was the only gal in my life......
erm nvm
hahaz yup a very nice sweet place
ya all shld check it out too
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Go shopping hahaz got a jeans(sianz i wan t shirt hahaz)
Had lunch at bedok centre and got home lol...
Was suppose to meet up wif ben, derrick and veron oh and justin go cycling,
i tot it was 2.30 then meet, but it was 2.....
chiong down and meet them....sry guys and gals didn't mean to be late
Started cycling and my crank started coming off lol....
well i go wif justin to hunt for bike shop lol and found one not far from mac.
left my bike there and called my dad(coz i lack of $$)
hahaz sry guys and gals again lol for wasting time.........very paiseh
got it fixed we cycle to jetty watch sunset,
it was beautiful, the sun, the clouds and the waves....
stay there relax, took some pics(will upload again soon)
and be4 our day end we send veron home(since its in bedok)
head for dinner(well sort of)
then me and justin chiong home lol
today was a beautiful day.....
i finally understood wad everyone told me, and i'm enlighten hahaz
7:45 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
__________good game benedict lol.................
hey i haf some spare time today so juz tot of updating my blog.......
First of as usual.....yesterday
Ben came over my place to play basketball,
didn't noe my basketball improve so much lol
Then there was these 2 15 years old,
all dressed up in basketball jersey etc...
challenge us, ben say its becoz we look noob hahaz....
But anyway we trash them hahaz 15 to 5 lol
They ask for a rematch 7 point, we trash them again 7 to 4
Ben even purposely take his own sweet time to score till the eprson pissed off lol
hahaz good game people good game.....
Oh heres some update bout the recent events hahaz(pics)
First of me and Ben
A group pic of us
Me and derrick acting beng hahaz
Both pics lol
9:32 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
___________holidays are suppose to be good or bad?.......................
Hey how are all of ya doing, anyway i'm back lol to update on wad happen yesterday lol....hmmmmm let me recall, oh yea derrick and ben went to get their pay and change the shoes ben bought, and i was rotting at home. Later they sms me saying wan go out slack hahaz and well since i was rotting at home lol i decided to go too.... i meet up wif veron at the salon there and well meet her 1.15pm i reach 1.20 and i tot i was late hahaz i sms her and she said she will be there in 10 min lol lucky me i tot i was late lol well we went to cut her hair and the person was like cutting alot of hair off her but well the end result its juz a little difference ;) and well if ur reading lol ur hair style is nice okie hahaz dun worry so much hahaz ya can ask derrick if ya dun belief lol after that we meet up wif ben and derrick at city hall and well ben quit his job lol he seems to get in trouble wif gals everywhere hahaz then we head to suntec to walk around and ben wans to buy a wallet too lol
after that we ate at a food court lol i donno why ever since i step inside that food court i felt like vormitting, started to feel sick....then we took a walk around the sky garden hahaz and well me and ben stood as far away as we could hahaz dun wanna spoil the mood hahaz thinking back i feel stopid running around that erm pond lol felt really stoopid hahaz okie we took some pics and well derrick need to get home so we head back lol
not much but being able to hang out wif all my frens i'm glad =) hope we can go out in future too
12:32 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
____________Lets try be short this time..............
First of it was yesterday lol...erm wad did i do?
oh yea i was so happy Ritz carlton called derrick and he recommend me as well.
tot i was hired and i quickly meet up wif him to cut hair, it was at 5 i think...anyway was suppose to meet veron there as well think she wan cut hair too but she didn't lol.
By the time we'r there she still at home lol so we decided to go cut first lol and when she reach at first she dun noe how go to the salon lol called and sms us lol but we half way cutting lol
But shes a smart gal she found her way...well done hahaz
After we cut hair since we nuthing to do we followed here to buy a birthday cake for her cousin i think and slack around hahaz lol but here comes the sad part.
While walking to the bus inter, ritz carlton called and said they wan only derrick and i wasn't needed.....WTF lol they PS me was so upset by their action...hate that it reminds me of sumtin that happen be4 and i dun wan tok about it. got home all pissed lol but the best thing is that derrick he also not happi wif them and he rejected them thx bro hahaz luv ya...not gay okie....hahaz was touched by his action....so i went home blast music till i fall asleep lol
And the next day which is today was to meet them to go gym togather wif alloy lol(me derrick veron benedict and alloy)
For the first i was late but alloy later hahaz went over summer gardens gym(for residents only) and my imagination of a freaking big gym shattered hahaz and more depressing is theres a resident in there lol although we got pass sercurity (alloy say he visitng cousin) lol
That resident so crappy "erm this gym is for resident only" and veron was like " oh is it" and we continued that lady went to call sercurity lol
the sercurity chase us out lol then all of a sudden wen we see alloy we tot of shina(erm correct rite) that place lol de gym hahaz went over she lead us in and the gym was way bigger hahaz although its residents only the management allowed us coz no one using.....
So we started doing and derrick was once again showing his muscle hahaz( nvm ya wait i burn all my fat i own u liao hahaz) but hey quality over quntity hahaz ya noe wad i mean rite derrick.
Hahaz anyway had fun blah blah so we went home and decided to meet at bedok wif ck and the group to go queensway to buy some things lol
Anyway ck was suppose to buy the neighbour de gift but in the end he didn't lol he bought for himself lol(oi wheres mine hahaz jkjk)
And ben got a shoe that he likes lol
For me i'm waiting after i work i'll meet up wif derrick go shooping hahaz and ask him recommend hahaz lol
Oh and derrick was trying to be gay opps nvm no details given hahaz lol
We then took a bus back to red hill mrt lol(going east point lol u noe the usual place) and ck told veron was taking to bedok lol anyway she took a erm 3 min nap and we'v arrive lol(i didn't PS her so i sit next to her but coz she tired decided to leave a seat in between empty so she more place to rest but she juz curl up at the side lol like so tense....is it juz me or does everyone looks cute when they nap, juz like all my baby cousin lol(erm oi dun think dirty lah)
Anyway took MRT to east point we played arcade lol everyone so high, veron like eye closing lol she say her contacts dry liao lol
But hey she play daytona wif us lol and lol well she won 3rd ;) and i was like good game (shaking hands lol) she push it away lol
Erm i wasn't suaning leh lol hehehe no offense lol pai seh bout it hor dun angry lol and oh i finally played initial d wif ben and i owned him lol and ck too twice lol well i noe that game not very nice to nice for ya all but i always wanted to owned those two hahaz then we had dinner ouside lol and i juz feel like skipping lol and i drank milo( think i'll get another cup be4 i sleep today, kinda hungry lol from last nite till now) then we head home and i was the only one take mrt lol sad hahaz thx ya all anyway =)
lets go out again hahaz dunno why i enjoy so much hahaz luv ya all hahaz and i'm not gay hahaz i'm stright..................................oh yea forgot saw wei jie today(pri sch one) he going to work lol actually he saw me hahaz nice to see ya too
up date again soon i noe this one long hahaz
7:35 AM
Monday, December 05, 2005
________JuzAnUpdateOnRecentEvents........................
anyway heres the pic uploaded by derrick, pics of wad hapen these few days....
Well my first ever neoprint, thx ya all for the day!!!
heres the sotong that my sis caught...well wif a laser shining beside it.....
Lastly a pic taken wif derrick and veron nice pic
11:30 PM
________Hahahaz had lotsa fun wif ya all..............
Hey blogspot and all ya people out there reading(doubt so) its me back to blog again, kinda got the habit of blogging all the things that happen lol coz i wan to write down everything that happen in my life or at least now coz i wan to treasure it in future, thinking back while reading(thinking of the future excites me and makes me sad too...... anyway juz wanna start bout yesterday......haha was another boring sunday but it brightens up in the afternoon lol was chatting wif veron on msn then she was say about going bowling wif me bro ck and all so i tot why i ps them all lol so decided to go too. lol she say meet 2pm lol(which was 15min time) i quickly iron my pants, shower and chiong lol reach tampines inter ck called and ask me meet up at century square arcade so i hurried there lol and well the only da xiao jie not there yet hahaz(well its better to wait for others then let others wait for us rite, haha take ya time ) so while waiting for her me and ck played world combat lol and man dd we make a good team lol anyway he broke his record of highest rank lol he got a LTG thats like really good lol and bro when i say ya sure lose i was encouraging ya ya noe... anyway veron arrive anf we head to tampines safra and starting bowling....was doing well on round one lol then veron was straggling wif the ball lol but then she got the hang of the ball at the second round on lol she even improve to second best among us can ya believe that lol scarly she starting give face let us win one but actually very pro one.....while bowling we chat alot of things lol k finish bowling we play one round of daytona and i lost lol sad rite,nvm its not the winning that counts but whether ya had fun. after that we head back tampines inter and stood there deciding wad to do lol well for me its obvious lol go home dinner and derrick wad like anything loh lol.....bro ck he wan eat dinner outside but wan someone to pei him. and veron wans to go home lol stood there debating lol shall not go into detail......k in the end we all head home lol simple as that....
The very next morning i meet up wif veron and derrick to go the ritz carlton banquet job application.... meet at bedok mrt lol i reach exectly on the mark lol derrick was there liao....welll waiting for the last person shall not name hehehe.....then we head over to city hall to meet up wif derrick de fren and head over to ritz carlton...man derricks fren looks 19 haha and very tall too lol we didn't tok much lol derrick was tokin wif them about directions lol i jz walk wif veron lol cant PS fren rite lol and so ungentlemen to leave a gal walking lone rite..... so i was being nice and gentlemen like, ya guys outthere muz learn hor..... anyway reach the place figured the way to the office and man the place stinks some one wrote application and now waiting for them to call....after that me derrick and veron head to suntec walk walk abit and catch a movie "aeon flux" not bad show lol after the movie me and derrick was shivering from the cold and guess wad veron not even cold lol walk abit more around toys r us hahaz she took a pic in the little toy house in toys r us lol cute lol man toys nows a days too high tec lol last time no haf one. then we walk the sky garden alot of bees there...... erm then we slack at starbucks but nv buy drinks lol busted rite......next we walk to plaza sing......wait oh yea theres this shop that sells swords and gunz hahaz i wannnn!!!!!!! not too ex too lol or at least i think.....okok at plaza sing we walk and then head to coffee bean took a drink and slack till 8+ wah we tok so long liao hahaz kk then head home......man i like listing wad i did todae sia.......nvm no one read one lol...................
had lotsa fun wif them all............take care ya all luvz ya guys...oh yea galz too haha i not sexist......
**anyway the time has come for me to mass lose weight again lol i wan show all the hard work i had in weight training lol need cut downa lot fats =P hahaz wish me luck......
**one last thing DERRICK HURRY UPLOAD ALL THE PICs LEH...........
6:47 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
________hey juz wondering..................
Anyone here got any website to host all my music files? coz the one i currently haf is not mine lol i got alot of song i wan to upload so pls help thx........................
7:45 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
_______________Another meaningful day has pass...............
well firstly i noe i dun everyday update my blog lol but hey i'm getting into the habit lol hahaz kk let me first update on the recent events. First on the list i'm still on temesek Poly attachment lol till tml......i'm starting to like the place lol. anyway the people here are really nice the lecturers are very friendly and i enjoy their tutorial(even though i donno wad toking them haha) and i kinda like their food lol............so i'm really looking forward to poly life ;)
one more thing lol man is bedok south famous lol even in tp when tok about bedok south sec the first topic is " theres a teacher in ya school i think i noe her.....the one taht film the neighbout and go to court one" lol and u noe who rite lol but hey i dun wan get in trouble so no names across okie for those who dun noe who dun be nosy okie..... ok lets not tok bout that.
okie move on to today. well same thing went for the attachment lol but very late lol coz at first when me and felix was waiting at the bus inter for 69....justin didn't appear so we called him and found out his asleep....and when he does wake up he tell me " i tot 9am" lol lmao k so we wait for him to come down, had breakfast at long john and guess wad i miss the time lol so in the end reach tp at bout 9.30 lol
one entire hour late....
but okie lah haf a few lesson and we'r free so i quickly came home change and went to meet derrick and ben(edict) coz they got lobang bout a job interview at ritz carlton hotel(correct spelling?) but when we reach lol it was a 6 star hotel lol so i got really excited but by the time we went there the person say the interview over.........dotz loh they say 5pm we reach then over...... haizzzz
so abit disappointed, then kck called. say veron wan take neo print lol so we head over to far east and took one...had dinner and the whole group of us took a walk at orchard......its was kinda nice to spent some time wif my frenz ;) sure gonna miss them ya noe...... k so finish and we head home.....it was fun being wif them.....lol hope to go out togather again soon and this is the first time i went out wif veron wif us.....nice to meet ya ;) when in school usually i only see her or juz say hi lol didn't really noe her lol but after today i got to noe her a little better...... hope i can know all my frenz very well coz i really treasure my frenz alot. i'm sure u noe wad i mean.
kk head home the rest of the info is private liao haha wan find out ask me lol(aiya juz normal home life loh and now doing blog...)
To all my frenz and families ....i luv ya alll =)
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