Wednesday, December 21, 2005
________Maybe my life is meant to be lonely..........................
its been a few days since i blog lol so heres the update ....
started working wif ben veron and derrick doing some donation thingy it was fun, people there are quite nice
But its damn tiring lol...."no pain...no gain"
worked on monday, sold only 8 cards lol
left 7 left it for wed lol
Anyway the very next day(tuesday) i took off togather wif ben derrick and veron
it was my bro arif's bdae, HAPPY BDAE BRO!!!
juz too bad ck couldn't join us coz his leaving for china on the same day
but hey we'll make it up to ya one day ;) i assure ya
Anyway we start off wif kayaking.....it was fun jumping on and off the kayak
ben even hit verons face wif the paddle thingy(by accident) hope shes not hurt....
oh be4 i forget ben even drop the locker key into the sea lol(smart guy lol)
After that we went for pool....and man was veron pro lol
got to play wif her one round...altough i won, but she like not serious liddat
so kinda makes me feel like i won becoz she took it easy on me.......
anyway good game (i dun consider that my win)
well after pool we went PS to get arif present from his fren and head to his place
watch kung fu hustle(LMAO)
lol and head home.......
the next day(which is today went for work.....)
fun but tiring again....
lol and derrick got lucky today lol same team wif veron lol
but lol today their sales damn bad lol
ben and me got seperated lol
i went waterloo wif jun jie, melvin, shinyee(erm dun mind me if wrong spelling) and her fren
well my expirence in doing charity, i really hate that durai guy and why nkf so stoopid
makes everyone in sg tinks donation all fake......
and to ya all sg people out there
dun wan give sympathy to charity,
at least give it to the people out there doing charity (the real one lah)
haizzzzz............
well thats all for now.......take care people..........
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Now for the personal part or my blog.......
nows a days i'm starting to feel out cast again.....dun ask me why.....
but i tot about it, maybe its juz my fate i'm born to be lonely......
its perfectly okie for me coz............................................................
wtf.....i hate being alone....(unless i'm pissed or upset)
but personally i'm happy seeing people being happy(thats juz me so dun queastion)
like wad i learn in the movie hitch(life is not about the number of breaths ya take, its about the moments that takes ur breath away) or sumtin liddat................
but anyway......i'm happy about who i am
i'm happy bout who i noe
i'm happy about who i care
i'm about seeing others happy....
even if i'm suffering
or i'm sad or down.....
it doesn't matter wad i think or do
rather i take the suffering and pain than i see others suffering it.......
rather i break my heart so that my fren can be happily ever after.....
rather i.....
rather i.....
to me, life is not about me......
its about how i can make a different in others life..............
if anyone manage to read this...juz ignore it.....and dun ask.......
coz this part is juz all my crap that my crap up mind thinks
my tots and feelings for the day and the moment........
so juz ignore and dun worry i'm not mad.......i'm juz another sad, lonely guy who show another of himself and different times.......u will never see the sad side of me coz i'll nv show them to u....i'm juz happy and smiling all day long HAHAHA......
finally its the end of all my crap HAHAHAzzzzzzzz...........wtf..............i'm mad................
9:30 AM
