-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Saturday, April 29, 2006
_______BLOG ENTRY 30th APRIL______________
HEy hows everyone doing....haiz tired feeling sleepy lol
k lets keep this short productive and well fast hahaz....
its been a week since sch start.....met alot new frens.
but none of my class came from east sia....sad.
hahaz but anyway they are nice easy to get along lol.
join ninjado lol can say fun tough and well maybe its juz me getting weak liao.
Man poly life is expensive lol travel itself cost a bomb for me liao.
k enuff bout poly lol will update it again....
recently been seeing alot people sad. i felt that way once be4.
i dun wish to see other go thru it like i did. do take acre ya all out there.
i'm always here k =) stay happy always =)
10:21 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
_________________BLOG ENTRY 22nd OF APRIL__________________
Orientation over, new frens, old frens all enjoyed their expirence. juz days to semester start, everyone is eager and nervouse. life's liddat, always new excitement, new events. this shall be the next chapter of our life. May it bid well, however bad or good it is lets all work towards our dreams , past is not equal to present.
sometime i really wonder is it a good news going poly. yes it is but on the conterary it also brings negative. but enuff bout that. sometimes i also wonder does everyone truely noes me, do they actuaclly appreciate me, i noe some do, but sumtime at the heat of the moment they forget me. but if that happens all the time, then is my time spend wif em wasted, they dun noe me....why would em not understand wad i feel when sumtin they do is making me feel akward and outcasted. they would juz say wads my problem, but haf it ever occur to them that my problem was cause partly by their action, tot and speech. yes i may haf a weak character, i dun like to upset people, its juz my nature. but am i the sort of person who like to throw tentrem? am i the kind who would crazily upset people piss them off? i always tot frenships and things like that to be important to me, YES! it is to me! but people can juz put them aside, on the shelf and let it become white elephant. for heaven sake, noe me ones, noe me well, appreciate me even though we might not be togather forever, but i'll will always remember them and treasure them deep in.
Different poly we might be in but wads the diff, if its my prefrence, respect it. why draw lines between? we cant we stand togather regardless. is it that one is better than another, no! they might haf a better reputation, but its always up to the people. u are in no position to judge. leave it to god and the person. we are studying totally different things though theres some similarity. we are the specialist of different field. remember that....fori will not forgive u if u ever judge me ever again
william
Blog entry over
10:24 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
__________Blog Entry #17 of april...........____________
Days pass and in a blink of an eye its already going to start sch again.....
Still remember the days where i wanted to grow up so fast juz to gain freedom.
Thinking back i've rushed thru life , havent really enjoyed it to the fullest...
Havent really did my best in the past. However the past is the past, no matter wad you do time doesn't turn back...Anyway so fast its already 17th of april sch starting in 24th... thinking bout it feeling sad again...Why!!! didn't i appeal to be wif all my frens. Why!? its too late now, i can only pray that i won't be forgotten, all the goods times togather, all the plans for the future.
Life is cruel in some ways. Brotherhoods, sisters, frens....all been seperated from me.
i dun wan to be alone, even though new frens will come, i am not the kind of person who takes frenship lightly, once known, it is known for life, it really depressed me that some people that i treasure so much forgot me already its sad. its painful to lose someone it hurts so much i want to cry my feelings out. but i can't. not becoz of pride or dignity but its juz i cant.
All the best to all of ya out there, treasure each other and remember them always.
Life went on, been working and well lan gaming at ck hse wif felix and justin. its been great we shld haf it more even though time is shortening. Remember our plans for the future k, lets go to germeny oneday wif our cars. work togather for we make a great team.
haiz....i seriously donno wad to say now..... gd luck and may we all go on happy =)
6:54 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
_____Blog entry 10th of april________
It was a sunday and life is normal as usual except we haf guest at my hse, hong kong student, my sis de exchange programme...well they look cute they look friendly. but haiz didn't get to chat wif them much anyway. ANYWAY WELCOME TO SINGAPORE!!!!!
love can be painful when one gives in so much while the other dun appreciate it.
but always be strong be urself....do wad u thing he would do to u. juz like wad u do to others wad u wan others to do to u.................
LVE CAN BE PAINFUL, BUT LIFE CAN'T EXIST WITHOUT IT
10:53 AM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
________Blog Entry 8th of april 2006___________
Dear Blogspot,
Another day has pass and i'm one day older.
Today nuthing much really happen, went out wif some pri sch fren.
Hmmm...Shldn't brand them as pri sch frens, well now that i graduated sec sch and we'r still in touch they shld be one of my best frens. Anyway was dragged along to boon hwee's sch concert and well i wasn't given a choice. we meet up at 3.30pm and to my horror the concert was at 7,30pm GOD!!! lol its like 4 hours hahaz but well better early than late, better late then never...
You noe, since its a concert at victoria concert hall i was wondering whether former or casual, decide to be safe and dress in between. As for boon hwee, he was in his casual lol can say his usual lol and Jia li she dressed quite former. But i shld say, she look nice in that dress. erm well maybe shirt and dress....aiya she look nice in that attire =) although boon hwee commented that the skirt/dress too long for her. Personally i think it look juz right, juz nice.
After meeting up we decided to head to PS but in the end we went marina square. the place looks great after renovation...its been a while since i been there. we walked about, spent away our time there and finally when its almost time we head to victoria concert hall via esplanade. then spent more of our time at the bustop waiting for the time to enter...started wondering am i wasting my time? hahaz all boon hweee fault hahaz jkjk. Okie went in sit down listen to them play kinda make me wanna sleep, even jia li agree lol The most funniest thing was that during the break between the concert we sneak out "Shuuu....." and well went home. "Boon Hwee next time dun call us to this kind of concert okie?" haha jkjk.
Okie heres thx to both of ya, i really enjoyed my time wif ya all and well espeacially the conversation we had on the way home =)
May Tml Be A Better, Brighter Day For All
9:59 AM
Friday, April 07, 2006
_________Tml never comes..__________
Hey blogspot its been awhile.....
Well life has its ways to make people lazy hahaz
its always "i'll do it tml" but guess wad...
the truth is, Tml Never Comes.
Well i haven't been updating my blog....
not that i'm really busy more like i'm lazy hahaz...
Anyway, life goes on i no more working for swensen...
Their pay really erm suck(i dun like using words like this but i feel its the best way to describe)
they ask for long hour shift(erm can say standard hour) but i feel not worth it.
So i quit, slack abit till my uncle called.
He hired me to well take care of his office,
good pay, good time shift and most of all nothing much to do(erm can be really bored sumtime)
till now i'm still working there, least till poly start.
Got my laptop for sch liao....everything looks alrite except for the part where...
i need go ngee ann poly to get software installed...
GOD!!! do they noe i stay in the east....
haiz... can't blame them...its me who made the choice to put them in the choices.
Well besides all this, when to watch some movies wif ck and well we watched
V for vendatte or sumtin....really liek the film...
except that natalie portman and to shave the head bald....
anyway i like the part where V use all the words starting wif letter v in a sentence...
wish i had a notebook wif me to jot it down...
well its the7th today and sch start on 24th for me...for some of my frens
who went JC it started earlier....
i wonder would we still be as close as be4, now that tertiary education has come...
will old frendships and bond, brotherhood and relationship still last...
Only time will telll...like they say, sumtimes its the weakest thread that brings us togather...
i pray now for all to be well, all to be remembered
Brothers for Life, Frens forever...sisters for eternity?
okie now that poly gonna start i am still wondering haf i been accepted in the SAF Joint Diploma Scheme.... haiz and theres also things i wanna get be4 sch...
expample shirts and pants, memory stick for HP and well portable hardisk...
aiya all this not important....even if i du haf them life goes on....
but it would be nice to haf them....
things i wan most of all, frens....
life is dull without them...
Btw i found this at office, jotted it down and well learned it abit...
so i tot of maybe sharing wif u all here goes...
A CREED TO LIVE BY
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.It is because we are different that each of us is special.
Don't set your goals by what other people deem important.Only you know what's best for you.
Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.Cling to them as you would your life,for without them life is meaningless
Don't let life slip through your fingersBy living in the past or the future;By living your life one day at a time,you live all the days of your life.
Don't give up when you still have something to give;Nothing is really over...until the moment you stop trying.
Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect;Its is the fragile thread that binds us to each other.
Don't be afraid to encounter risks;It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.
Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find;The quickest way to recieve love is to give love;The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly;And the best way to keep love is; to give it wings.
Don't dismiss your dreams; to be without dreams is to be without hope.To be without hope is to be without purpose.
Don't run through life so fast that you forget where ypu've been,but also where you're going;Life is not a race, but a journey to be savouredevery step of the way.
8:39 AM