-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Friday, April 21, 2006

_BLOG ENTRY 22nd OF APRIL__

Orientation over, new frens, old frens all enjoyed their expirence. juz days to semester start, everyone is eager and nervouse. life's liddat, always new excitement, new events. this shall be the next chapter of our life. May it bid well, however bad or good it is lets all work towards our dreams , past is not equal to present.

sometime i really wonder is it a good news going poly. yes it is but on the conterary it also brings negative. but enuff bout that. sometimes i also wonder does everyone truely noes me, do they actuaclly appreciate me, i noe some do, but sumtime at the heat of the moment they forget me. but if that happens all the time, then is my time spend wif em wasted, they dun noe me....why would em not understand wad i feel when sumtin they do is making me feel akward and outcasted. they would juz say wads my problem, but haf it ever occur to them that my problem was cause partly by their action, tot and speech. yes i may haf a weak character, i dun like to upset people, its juz my nature. but am i the sort of person who like to throw tentrem? am i the kind who would crazily upset people piss them off? i always tot frenships and things like that to be important to me, YES! it is to me! but people can juz put them aside, on the shelf and let it become white elephant. for heaven sake, noe me ones, noe me well, appreciate me even though we might not be togather forever, but i'll will always remember them and treasure them deep in.

Different poly we might be in but wads the diff, if its my prefrence, respect it. why draw lines between? we cant we stand togather regardless. is it that one is better than another, no! they might haf a better reputation, but its always up to the people. u are in no position to judge. leave it to god and the person. we are studying totally different things though theres some similarity. we are the specialist of different field. remember that....fori will not forgive u if u ever judge me ever again

william
Blog entry over

10:24 AM