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+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
______DullDayToBeginWif...______________
Anyway heres to update bout wads happening.....
lets see....the other day went out to see ck sis de concert
at victoria theatre....now their band is wad i call pro lol
do all kinds of weird funny things haha really bring laughter to the audience
also the other day went out cycling wif my bro arif(also my best pal hahaz) suppose to go jogging but we went cycling instead...all the way to east coast...in the rain lol(it was already rainign when i came from tampines.....
guess that accelerated my illness....fell sick again...everytime i fell sick it only happens when its serious...and that sux...
haiz wad to do...bad mood then go cycling loh...dun care die or not...plus spent some time wif my close and bestest fren...its worth being sick for....coz sumtime these are the people that actuaclly care....hahaz wtf...
hmmm lets see wd elsee.....went for training last thurs hmmm everything seems normal
hmmm then yesterday went to buy shin guard...gonna prep for sparring liao....now juz haben get my groin guard....
sianz toking bout this, this week i think i'm gonna broke again...need cut hair...buy groin guard...buy gi.....haiz i pray damn hard that the JPSDS is gonna be successful...coz i really really need it...hoping and praying hard for it...
k back to yesterday...after buyinh went to meet beesim,jeremiah victor etc...then the seven of us went to watch silent hill....nice show i think....but well can be improve....its no wonder NC16...
think i'm gonna go find the game liao....hmmmsumtimes i wonder am i a sadist? nahzzz cant be lol
haiz k better end here...gonna pop a few panadol and try to slp....
1:03 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006
______Feels good to be HOME!!!_________
okok this gonna be one long update liao coz gonna update 3 days de event in 1 post!!!
can it be done? lol yea definatly, will try to be as detail as possible!!!
OKOK starts off....friday morning well beri early morning.... haben sleep and still packing my bag for the camp LOL then morning 6 plus i left hse liao juz incase i got lost while going to changi village lol but well i was there too early liao heng ryan also beri early lol.... so we sat at subway there waiting for everyone.... we didn't wait long till everyone arrived, victor, derrick,mark and jing chuan(erm dun mind me if i spell wrong lol) they arrived in cab and we head og to the market to haf breakfast lol then raymond and net arrived lol
next palua ubin here i come!!!! the only one not here was yong beng lol when derrick call him, he was i think still slping lol he tot it was 8 PM....hahahaha okie so we PS him and left for ubin... reach ubin we split into grp and head inland for sum activity lol play some games like the spider web thingy lol did lots of gay staff hahaha it was all fun and games hahah then head for lunch lol and yong beng finally arrived lol then after lunch we trek to our camp site... and started the real training lol first off was ninjado training...all the moves and staff and kicks etc... then well during the hand lock training victor accidently applied too much pressure lol and well now my thumb is still sprained LOL but okie lah no pain no gain hahaha......after training we setup tents and prepared diner lol after dinner we head for nite activities lol everything without tourch lights hahaha sort of like a hide and seek lol when i was searching lol i manage to find yong beng (well lets juz ay he was pretty obvious and i can actuaclly see in the dark(not that clearly but can see) but well couldn't manage find ryan lol can feellike got people nearby lol but cant see...when times up he was like at the place i was searching but well at the higher and deeper part LOL....when it was my turn to hide ryan came to my hiding place twice!!! and well tried to scare me out lol but he didn't see me lol he manage to scare victor out lol he was liek "got anyone there? come out!!!" in chinese...then suddenly victor laugh (can say eeriee laugh) and ryan tio shocked lol hahahaz
after nite activities we head back camp site to rest for the nite and well feed mosqitoe hahaha.....
and the idiots across the water kept playing music thats so erm not like music so loudly disturbing us LOL wished i could swim over and well tear the place down!!! worst was in the middle of the nite jing chuan woke us up oh well to test our alertness lol me and my team went out at the second whistle...while net and ryan was out bout the same time....but yong bang was like "wait!!!" lol he was searching for his sock lol wel thx to him we got pump lol hmmm i think the firs day we pump bout almost a hundred liao if add togather....
OK day 2 morning woke up had breakfast.... then PT lol the whole day today i totally had no mood...thinking that my class is having an outing and they left me out!!! but aiya nvm lah i haf camp too bad loh maybe next time lah....okok after PT we packed the camp site and head for the villiage for lunch....on the way back everyone was like shagg liao after lunch only left me, victor, net and ryan and of coz the GL and jing chuan lol next up is the orienteering hahaahaz it was damn long loh and well hehehe sry mark sry derrick lol they follow us thru out lol but hey we manage to complete it rite so ya all prepare nv wasted lol after orienteerin we start to climb a well mountain(more like hill) up ubin lol thru the forest lol it was pretty exciting lol at first wasn't really that comfortable wif all the bugs and staff but well got used to it.... when we reach the top wah the view was like damn nice!!!!! we cooked dinner there and then they ask us to pitch tent there... i was like thinking wad the???? aiya nvm lah juz pitch then they well change plan we unpitch again lol then they ask us pitch again in the end we head down the mountain... lol in the dark hahaha lol was trying my best to be quick lol and then we trek towards the chalet lol wah in the end THEY BOOKED A CHALET FOR US!!!! thx man hahaha it was the best nite among the 3 days hahaha we stayed up telling ghost stories and staff lol and well pranked ryan also hahaha okok next mroning head for villiage and head back sg liao hahaha hmmm
hope i nv miss out anything lol
overal the camp was great!!! and i've learnt water is beri the important hahaha....
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now my personal crap hahaha hmmm think i got over myself liao... no more wondering staff liao or at least reduce LOL now i juz care for myself and people arnd me but well nothing else... donno how to say it lah but its like well aiya donno lah hahahaha enuff crap liao hand tired liao lol
8:34 AM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
____Another days pass_____
hmmm today i'm gonna update bout wad happen yesterday lol....quite short actuaclly...
the day starts off when i need go back all the way to sch haizzzz across sg sia...hahaz but nvm got justin wif me hahaz went to NP to pass the indeminity form to derrick...then i brought justin to haf a tour of th sch(hehe actuaclly becoz i couldn't find the blk derrick was in...anyway after giving the form...we head to canteen 1 to haf lunch....hahahaz even justin agree the food was gd lol
after lunch we head to jurong point...again(was there the day be4 also...) hmmm same thing happen....maximum tune....finally 520HP/B liao and kim kim de rim also hahahaha
walk arnd abit then on the way home head to bugis...justin need 2 give the sch fees to the music sch he was learning his guitar from hahahaz future rocker justin ong hahahah...while we were there we tried to find the lambogini felix said was always there....and guess wad we couldn't find it LOL FELIX!!!!! how can u bluff us sia lol jkjk took a couple of pics and well head home liao........
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hahaz haizzz life aint bad...i noe that...but at the same time.....i really feel that life is unfair...has no reason or purpose....part of me feels its not true but part of me says it is.....
guess everything that u do has its con and pros......juz like treasuring the past.....while doing so ya really start to feel sad inside....for the past is over it can nv come back.......sumthings ya try so hard to put behind u...juz keeps coming back to huant u....its feels juz terrible......wish i nv got into all this and juz be that happy-go-lucky kid i once(long time ago) was.....from all the past expirence i ever had...the worst was...when u treasured sumtin so much kept it so close to ya heart like it was a part of u....but when that sumtin suddenly disappear...o worst shattered....u feel,like ur heart was ripped apart...and theres like a hole inside ya...a missing part....its like they say though the open wound is healed...the inside is still bleeding and hurt.... so long it has been...i haf put everything behind me......but the tot of it juz keep coming back.....is treasuring and remembering the past wrong? haiz theres juz too many queastion...and too little answer....hahaz who noes maybe in time...the answers wll come.....i've lost too many things in life....things i appreciated...things i always cared for....but wads gone is gone.....learn from it...and remember the memory.....i onced lost a best fren.....i onced lost a loved one....(wad do i really noe bout love?hahahaz i dun even think i haf the right to tok bout love....) now...i juz keep the memory of them...all the gd times we had even if they dun noe me anymore.....at least i knew them be4.....
seriously i donno wad i'm toking about....hahahaha juz crapping out everything in my head lol
hahahaz wth there i go again hahahaha wasting so much of blogspot space wif all my crap hahahaha......
hey to all ya people reading thse...i'm not depress or wad okie? it juz let me feel better after writing everything out...juz like when u tok to ya close frens bout things....but wel teling people sumtimes it can really irritate them....hahaz i wont wan to be that problematic guy whos always got problems hahahaz......
treasure the people u haf the things u loved and cared....coz if ur gonna regret when they are gone....its already too late....=)
haiz...sianz argh wonder hows everyone......old frens new frens lol all seem so busy......we all shld hang out more and well get to noe each other.......
OMG gays lol jkjk hmmm felix PS us
OKOK WHO DID THIS???? BETTER OWN UP!!!!
LOL HMMM JUSTIN TOO EXCITED LIAO,oi justin wrong place lah here bugis....not g******.....
10:56 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
______MostAdventurousTripRoundSG________
hahahaz wah finally home and my legs are breaking.....hahaz
its been a long day and well glad i decided to go wif them(my bros from sec sch) Justin and Felix,
erm would like to take this oppotunity to also apologise to my bro arif hehe erm sry didn't sms ya or sumtin, got home quite late...hehe will make it up to ya de, how bout tml evening or thurs hehe.
okie back to today, the day starts of bout 11am....meet up wif justin and felix to go to acer at JURONG EAST(GOD, ITS FAR!!!) well then we waited for an hour for our turn... and guess wad? wasted trip....went there to get laptop repaired and when our turn everything started to work again.... haiz.... next we head to jurong point to haf lunch....next stop BOONLAY hahaz went there to well "try out" their maximumtune hahaz way cheaper than the east side LOL and well we got thrashed by other people hahahaz xia sway LOL
okok now off to orchard...justin wans to get his crampler bag....walk arnf walk arnd he finally chose the bag he wan and bought it....after we left the shop we suddenly came up wif the idea of visiting the different carpark of the area HAHAZ......
hoping to find the supercars of SG....but haiz 80% is crap cars haha
we did saw a few nice one... hmmm lets see where we visited, first was wisma atrim hahaz and well nothing much there...then we went paragon, then takashimaya, then heeren LOL
will put up the pics de dun worry lol wah finally finish went for a drink and head home....
had a great tiring time hahaha great to see ya all again lol
Bros4life
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as always my private personal part of the blog of all the tots and feeling i haf for the day(mostly is the moment now hahaz) well things seems to be fine now, manage to tame my restless, "lost" side lol lame!!! anyway afew things i really feel like saying now is...to those who thinks their life really sux becoz of an unsuccessful love story....pls wake up!!! if ur life is bad why dun try mine....mine isn't good even without the relationships part, if u add this in i can tell u if urs is bad, try be me and i gareentee u will give up life totally....but hey since ur already in the world...make the best of it....dun try to make people feel sad for u so u can gain their sympathy thus gain them.....in real life things aren't liddat....if juz becoz u liked someone and the someone dun like u back or juz wanna be frens, respect them respect their decision...ur not them u dun make decision for them....get that stright....dun find excuses to bring fault to them.... if u truly like them/love them....u wont do wad ur doing now....coz thats not liking/loving the person...if like/love hurt the person i rather not haf it at all...If she likes u, she likes u, if not the least u can do is care for her wellbeing and not bring her stress...well i guess many of u out there muz be thinking who am i to judge who am i to say all this.....well i'm a nobody....juz saying wad i feel....and expressing thru wad i once expirenced.....dun think u noe me....coz u dun only few noes....and i wont say anything of the past here....theres no point for it.......o all u boys and gals out there....dun make life hard for urself then it already is OKIE?
hahaz well if i offended anyone...my sincre apology
forget wad ya read here its nothing lol juz my tots....
OKOK PICTURES HAHHAAHAZ LOL
ERM PEOPLE YA CAN SCROLL LEFT AND RIGHT DE ALSO OKIE?
FIRST STOP ACER SERVICE CENTRE!!!!
OMG!!!MSN WHILE ON THE MRT????U GOT TO BE KIDDING ME?
HAHHA YAN DAO AND UNGLY TURTLE WHILE ON TRAIN HAIZ DAMAGED BEAUTIFUL FACE OF MINE, THX TO STOOPID ACNES, SAD ARGH HAHAHA
OKIE FIRST SUPERCAR CAR(SORTOF) OF THE DAY, AUDI TT AT WISMA
NEXT!!! a merc LOL hmmm not the car that i would like hahaha
wah the best car of the day liao.....porsche!!!
hahaz hmmm a porsche suv??? interesting ...lame.....
end of the day hahaz act cute at mac lol
9:40 AM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
_____too many queastion, too little answer...________
its been like 2...3 weeks since i update? nah not tht long LOL
hahaz well its the 2 weeks term break liao....haiz soon another 7-8weeks time its end of the module liao lol hmmm does that mean we'r going year 2? wah so fast.....
well its no time to slack arnd liao... =)
hmmm well common test is over, hows everyone? how was the common test? me it was soso, hopefully i wont fail myself...after all the preparation i've made....hopefully everyone's well and everyone will make it k GD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!!!!!may we all make it wif flying colors...
hahaz its been almost hmmm 1 months.....wait i think i said this in my previous post lol
well everyone seems okie....ups and downs....etc.....well stay happy always k though happiness dun always come the way u wan it to....=) try to remember the gd times and forget the bad.....
hmmm donno wad to say anymore liao....LOL hahaz k lah anyway recently i've been pretty down and all that but well could find reasons for it....or at least maybe 'm juz giving myself stress lol well i tot it thru.....why feel down bout things? if things dun go well....let it go and well be happy bout wad u still haf...appreciate the gd times, even though its hard to forget the bad...but hey though is hard, it not imposible k =) its up to everyone of us to make our own decision...in some case u might made up ur mind, but then the choice is not up to u alone.... so respect the other person, give her the freedom to make her/his decisions.... k better dun say so much hahahaz later sound like i depression lol
signing off
bye take care
10:52 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
_____Love is when u care for someone and their happiness___________
hey so fast its june, hows everyone doing?
things been well i guess, some ups and downs...
its been over a month and well no longer feel lonely in NP, at the same time i'm
missing all my old frens too, will they remember me, will i be forgettton?
only time will tell. but ne thing for sure personally i'll nv forget all of ya =)
i treasure every moment i had wif ya all and well till now i still think back to the old days.
whenever i do that i get tis beri heavy feeling inside me, so heavy i sumtime wish turn would go back, but hey time waits for no one. so lets juz keep the memory alive k =)
schs been fine, doing quite okie, but i dod screwed up a couple of test, even though is suppose to be easy.... haiz sianzzzz why didn't i work harder.... nvm nvm still got time...lets all work hard for our exams k hahaha. so fast next week is common test week liao, heng only got 2 papers, imagine got alot people wah sianzzzzzzz.....hahaz ya all prepare liao mahx? hope so =) JIA YOU!!!!
k enough bout sch...
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Turtle signing off WILL I AM
12:04 PM
