-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Another days pass_

hmmm today i'm gonna update bout wad happen yesterday lol....quite short actuaclly...
the day starts off when i need go back all the way to sch haizzzz across sg sia...hahaz but nvm got justin wif me hahaz went to NP to pass the indeminity form to derrick...then i brought justin to haf a tour of th sch(hehe actuaclly becoz i couldn't find the blk derrick was in...anyway after giving the form...we head to canteen 1 to haf lunch....hahahaz even justin agree the food was gd lol
after lunch we head to jurong point...again(was there the day be4 also...) hmmm same thing happen....maximum tune....finally 520HP/B liao and kim kim de rim also hahahaha
walk arnd abit then on the way home head to bugis...justin need 2 give the sch fees to the music sch he was learning his guitar from hahahaz future rocker justin ong hahahah...while we were there we tried to find the lambogini felix said was always there....and guess wad we couldn't find it LOL FELIX!!!!! how can u bluff us sia lol jkjk took a couple of pics and well head home liao........
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hahaz haizzz life aint bad...i noe that...but at the same time.....i really feel that life is unfair...has no reason or purpose....part of me feels its not true but part of me says it is.....
guess everything that u do has its con and pros......juz like treasuring the past.....while doing so ya really start to feel sad inside....for the past is over it can nv come back.......sumthings ya try so hard to put behind u...juz keeps coming back to huant u....its feels juz terrible......wish i nv got into all this and juz be that happy-go-lucky kid i once(long time ago) was.....from all the past expirence i ever had...the worst was...when u treasured sumtin so much kept it so close to ya heart like it was a part of u....but when that sumtin suddenly disappear...o worst shattered....u feel,like ur heart was ripped apart...and theres like a hole inside ya...a missing part....its like they say though the open wound is healed...the inside is still bleeding and hurt.... so long it has been...i haf put everything behind me......but the tot of it juz keep coming back.....is treasuring and remembering the past wrong? haiz theres juz too many queastion...and too little answer....hahaz who noes maybe in time...the answers wll come.....i've lost too many things in life....things i appreciated...things i always cared for....but wads gone is gone.....learn from it...and remember the memory.....i onced lost a best fren.....i onced lost a loved one....(wad do i really noe bout love?hahahaz i dun even think i haf the right to tok bout love....) now...i juz keep the memory of them...all the gd times we had even if they dun noe me anymore.....at least i knew them be4.....
seriously i donno wad i'm toking about....hahahaha juz crapping out everything in my head lol
hahahaz wth there i go again hahahaha wasting so much of blogspot space wif all my crap hahahaha......
hey to all ya people reading thse...i'm not depress or wad okie? it juz let me feel better after writing everything out...juz like when u tok to ya close frens bout things....but wel teling people sumtimes it can really irritate them....hahaz i wont wan to be that problematic guy whos always got problems hahahaz......

treasure the people u haf the things u loved and cared....coz if ur gonna regret when they are gone....its already too late....=)
haiz...sianz argh wonder hows everyone......old frens new frens lol all seem so busy......we all shld hang out more and well get to noe each other.......

OMG gays lol jkjk hmmm felix PS us

OKOK WHO DID THIS???? BETTER OWN UP!!!!

LOL HMMM JUSTIN TOO EXCITED LIAO,oi justin wrong place lah here bugis....not g******.....

10:56 PM