-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

_Knowledge is Power,Wisdom through Time...___

There was this phrase...i learned from a game...ROME TOTAL WAR
it goes like "In Peace, Prepare for war"...or sumtin like that....
well guess i haf to keep that in mind....
coz i having been preparing much for this war..
this war that i face every semester....
i shld haf keep a strong mindset....
forcus my mind on wads important....
well its too late now...to regret... but theres still time
still time for me to brace myself for wad i consider...
My last stand of this semester...
can consider my entire life depends on it....
hmmm i shall not go into detail....

hmmm yesterday....went to sch to "study"
at the same time install some thing on my laptop....
oh btw its finally fixed 100% except for the e recovery manager
well from study we become gaming....
haiz thinking back now... its sad...
a gamer like myself....
i cant control my temptation of gaming....
thats one reason my i cant haf enuff....
coz everytime i buy a new game i finish it in a fortnite
... even my dad finds it expensive to provide me this "entertainment.."
but well ya can say all ya wan bout games... persoanlly i learned alot from them too...
alot things ya dun get to learn in sch....
nvm that i shall not ague that topic

but well the thing is... i haf to learn to control myself....
any idea how?
maybe i shld involve myself more to fitness eh?
like run more and gym more....
coz rite not its like i'm balanced between gaming and training hahaha
but still i'm too weak in both....
come to think of it.... gaming,training,studying sort of covered the three aspect of a person, well according to me that is...
for me... a perfect person is not about the looks....
its about strength...
strength in the mind body and soul....
strength in the mind means ur knowledgable, ur smart..or shld i simply put it intelligent...
strength in the body means ur fit ur strong... and of coz healthy....
and lastly strength in the soul... means ur wise and has strong mentality and influence....
sumtin like that...
studying cover the mind part... training cover the body and gaming cover the soul(bet ya muz be laughing now hahahz)
but well its true...
i mean not the usual gaming where u kill mindlessly or sumtin....
when i say gaming i meant when u brainstorm on different stretagy and spread ya mind on different things in the game....juz like in real life
games where they make u learn things like honour(which i believe is already lost in time...)
some games even use the words of wise man in the past.... which is sumtin worth reading and learning.... personally i love game thats is base on history coz u learn most from it...
okokok time to cut....
damn see there i go again... gaming LOL
guess its a part of me that i cant take away eh?
sumtins in me that cant take away... things like gaming, the urge to try sumtin extreme and new....the urge for achievement and acceptance...
theres juz too many....
its either i dun understand myself yet... or i'm truely weird hahaha
okok simply put... almost everything from eating, playing to exploring... anything ya can think of i'll me at least abit intrested.... its like i haf a taste to do everything... and wehn i do sumtin i take pride in doing so.... be the best.... thats wad i always wan to be.... but from expirence... theres no such thing... coz theres always someone better and stronger....
thats life.... since i'm young... i shld take the oppotunity to chase after all these people... learn from them, surpass them.... and keep pressing on... till the day i die... i will noe my life has been worthwhile.....
i'm young theres many things i dun noe bout the world... so i guess i'll be learning from ya all eh?

waahhh!!! look at the time... 1 plus liao....
i think i better go to slp... i cant afford to wake up late tml.....
signing off =)
william
P.S thx JQ for taging, when i saw ya tag it sort of motivated me even more to work hard liao thx =D

9:41 AM