-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

_When sumtin bad...juz keep happening...know that the good times are coming...__

back to update again....
this weekend nothing much happen anyway...
sat was juz another regular sat...
BORING!!!
but well arnd the evening when i was heading over my bros place
was waiting at tampines bus interchange....
wait...and...wait...and...wait....
freakign 45min liao....
NOT a single no.10 was even coming into the interchange...
WTF???
started toking wif the aunty next to me....
waited almost an hour liao and no bus...
everyone there was damn sianzzz bout it loh....
but FINAlly the bus came....
i heard...that all the no. 10 coming from the city couldn't make it thru...
some traffic jam or sumtin
...was suppose to be at my bros place at 10... i reach at 11.20
so guess how long i waited...
nvm....i nv like SBS anyway..
ok head over... we watch a movie on my laptop... and i had one tub of hagen daz ICE CREAM!!!
i luv ICE CREAM!!! lol
okok enuff wif the details...
next morning woke up arnd 11 then watched beyblade
lol nice show....
had lunch and then we head over tampines...
he went to meet a fren while i head home....
haiz... got home start up my lappy and feel damn depress bout it...
after i restored it everything seems to dun work....
SUX MAN!!!!
haiz all the bad luck juz keep happening to me.... WHY!!!!
try to savage it as much as possible... told my dad i might need get new lappy soon if this one dun last....
went over my grandmas place....
and well my uncle came to look at my lappy....
and he told me...
my lappy restore liao how come no drivers de...
lucky he got the lastest drivers in his com liao....
and well he solved everything hahaz
guess good times do come hahaz
now all i haf to do is go sch tml and get the sch to install microsoft office and reinstall my anti virus....
hahaz problems solved....
now the only main problem left my....desktop at home...
haiz the adware has been flashi9ng over a few days liao hmmm let me see how many alert liao...
hmmm 53000 and going up by the micro second...
man... i seriously need work hard on my studies and get that navy sponsorship...
only then can i haf thye resource to fix my ancient com....
but no matter... as long as it can work everything okie...
okie the rest nuthing much liao....
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haiz... tell u the truth....sumtimes i really donno why i dislike someone...
come to think of it... it feels like i haf no reason to dislike but at the same time i do...
maybe its juz a battle wif my concience
sumtimes i really hate the attitude of people....
but overall i juz cant seem to bring myself to really hate the person to the core....
juz hope he/she will change someday...
well not that i'm any better
me ... i'm juz me... alone and well ain't sad bout it anyway...
i got frrens and families...
though at times.. i feel down... i feel alone....
where life sux....but well i'm used to it...
i wont bing myself down becoz of all this...
rather... i want to fight it....
coz i noe theres people out there who cares... be it real or not....
i noe some people they dun really like me....
but in front of me they treat me like fren...
i tell u now... its okie... love me...hate me...its up to u...
juz make sure that u love me/hate me for who i am and not who u think i am... k
lifes hard for me... maybe becoz i made it that way...
tell u the truth i dun noe myself actuclly.....
i donno wad am i... who am i... and wad i really wan
i'm like a wondering soul finding reason for my existence...
finding purpose of my existence...
but one thing different from the rest...
though i'm "lost" i will strengthen myself rather than bring my self down to a level of depression and attention seeking all that crap....
mopst of the time i find myself alone....
although i really hate it...
but at the same time its my pro rather than my con....
hahaz screw it...
i'm always crapping....
LIFE SUX>>>>but its filled wif colors and memories....
signing off...
always crappy turtle/whale...
william

11:45 AM