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+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
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+ 08/10/1989
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
______K.o.....(25/9/06)______
hahaz now its after training, i on my way home....
hmmm gonna try sumtin kanwei told me....
since i so lazy to constantdly update my blog...
why not take the oppotunity while traveling home...on the train itself to type it all out in the notepad....
seems to be working so far =P
okok anway its a pretty short day today....
woke up in the morning...
went for lunch wif family...
not everyday we get to do that...
pretty much happy bout it...
after that dad took me to NRC at depot road...
where i met chun wei...
we were heading down to well submit over result slip...
we applied as an NSS at the RSN...hopefully we make it =P
wif our result meeting the minimum required....
we shld be no problem tsk tsk
okok after that me and chunwei head over to sch...
where i waited for my training to start...
it was freaking early thus we decided to go library
read a couple of books and played a little...
well u noe typical things we do hahaz...
anyway after that went for training...
was beri looking forward to it....
but then as training went on...
i started feeling a little not myself...
like as in sumtin in me was not rite...
oh well... maybe its juz all in the mind....
endured all the way....
desperately wans to master my kicks and katas....
seems like i got a long way to go...=)
well like they say no pain no gain and practice makes perfect....
okok cut the crap....
i'll try keep it short...my mind not seriously not well...
but its nothing serious hahaz...
juz some mistake during sparring and well got strike in the head twice...
yea...after all the training we had a little sparring...
first of was me and ryan...both of us wasn't well fully ready for it...
he was not well...and i still cant get pass this berrier of not wanting to hurt frens..
but then as things go on....ryan got well serious...or was it berserkand had me head on...
i was well stunned...tried to react to his attacks but then my blocks seem futile...
his first kick went stright for my face...
*bang!* there goes my forcus...
well after that my instructors well told me where i did wrong...
i need my forcus....concentrate....protect my head...and counter attacks....
seems abit rush to sqeeze all in at that moment...
okok i got it... went in for round 2....manage to haf ryan on the run...
but he still has his berserk mode on...
hahz next round we went in head on both of us had hits but best of it...
he manage to land an uppercut on the spot he last kick on my head...
juz when i let my guard down....shit man....shldn't haf done that LOL
okok our round ended...
next up mark lim and victor...woah!!
both of them seems serious man...
both on the offense... gues i really haf alot to learn from them hehe
okok lastly was beesim and dawn...hahaz
okok i shall skip that part...
end of the day best improvement for the day... ryan and beesim i think...
was abi disappointment bout my performance...
but oh well theres always ups and downs....
i shall work hard...=Pi will train to be the best fighter hahaz...
well in a non aggresive stand...okok my head seriously hurt band spinning now...
i shall rest liao updates soon =P
william =P
2:56 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
____GEnting hahaz....forget wads been happening...___
hahaz okok heres my updates on the recent genting trip wif kanwei,norvin,jack,brandon and desmond...i shall leave the rest behind me....
okok day 1 hahaz all packed and ready....excited....
reach lavender bout 6.40am
they all there liao lol
board the bus...
man the bus is like heaven hahaz...
massage function...personal TV etc....
watch ong bak, the returner, house of fury yea like kanwei said all fighting sia
hahaz best bus ride ever hahaz....
took a long bus ride to genting...
(the last part of the ride was terrible....going in circle up the mountains)
hahaz reach liao checked in...
i shared room wif kanwei beside norvins mums room
settle our things and head out for lunch liao
ate heavenly food(well sort of) and went on to check out the theme park LOL
took almost all the ride....sadly kanwei didn't ride all the too vigorous de rides....
but okie... better to keep things safe than to risk it yea?
least he took the space shot wif us...
oh btw guys....did u noe that space shot...someone died on the ride be4....
(finally noe why the nv shoot up and drop liao LOL, coz got once the thing shoot up and someone flew out...seat belt problem)
okok better dun say liao glad we'r all safe....
anyway after checking out the theme park we went to haf dinner then went to walk arnd...
saw alot things i wanna buy sia....but sadly i'm on tight budget...
okie after everything...went back to room
chatted wif kanwei bout loads of staff from i think 12 plus till 6am sia....
oh bef i forgot....went to watch D.O.A at genting...dead or alive...some xbox game made movie...
not bad show... wish i could exercute the techniques like them sia....
hahaz like kanwei said... wan be fit go be actor sure fit de...
okok hmmm one mroe thing...haf u ever wonder wad u feel there (the cold air) issit aircon?
i doubt so....the weather is damn cooling hahaz
hmmm toking bout cooling hahaz paiseh leh kanwei hahaz....
hehe tsktsk...coz i slpt wif the fan on and max speed wif onli my shorts on....
i think kanwei felt cold during the nite loh began stealing blanket and rolling himself up hahaz
sry sry haha
second day
woke up in the afternoon....
man u guys shld go see the place... from the indoor themepark...we look out lol the entire outdoor was covered in mist/clouds
even the ride at the very entrance cant be seen....
hahaz went to ride bumper car first....
toking bout that norvin bumped his phone out of his pocket ....
we onli found out like half an hour later....
after that we went to shoot archery hahaz wah not easy sia....
where u aim is not always where u hit LOL
after that norvin decided to bring us on a shooping spree....
everyone bought sumtin except for norvin LOL(hmmm weird he was the one asking us to buy LOL)
but then later when his mum joined us.... LOL norvin started buy loads of things...
smart guy ask mum pay hahaz
after all the shopping we had pizza hut... then went back room liao....
okok day three... woke up.... went to do some last min shopping .... then later norvin and gang went to ripleys believe it or not....
while i pei kanwei walk arnd hahaz...
and to my HORROR!!! i saw a familiar shop that i was searching for so long....
DANG!!!! i spent all my money liao...
i wanted to buy a freaking converse shoe!!!
haiz felt sad hahaz went back room wait for novin they all
hmmm and well they convinced me finally to borrow from norvins mum first lol
thx!!! hahaz ya safe my life haha finally got the shoe.... and well its damn cheap compared to sg....
okok after that check out liao head home....
the return bus wasn't that good....
no massage chair....nvm WORST NO TV.....!!!
so i entertain myself by listening to kanweis hp(help him finish battery)
and stare into space think thru loads of staff...
the rest i shall skip liao....
anyway overall i bought 2 tee, 1 jeans and 1 shoe... hahaz beri satisfied wif wad i got....
best of all i had the best time of my holiday hahaz
now these is gonna be one of the few memories i'll definatly remember haha
thx again guys =)
2:22 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
____search?___
oh pls why would i wanna do that?
u shifted so not to backstab?
u shifted so things dun go on...
ooo icic so copying my post and saying u hate me...behind my backs in secret is call not back stab....
hmmm check my post haf ur name appeared?
wad makes u think its all about u?
and many times i said and explain liao...u dun understand me thats u....
u openly declear urself against me... thats also u....
me i'm still who i am....
i wont act or react...
u always wan others to understand u.... but do u understands others?
others haf always gave u face....tries to understand u...
dun u dare call urself a bro to me...when u cant even understand me...noe me....nor appreciated anything i do...
truthfully i tried my best to see thru the bad things....and appreciate the good....
but then things juz keep going down.....
bit by bit....but heres sumtin....i appreciated....
i appreciated u comforting me when i screw up my IN1 practical...
......
if i truely wan this to go on.... i would haf posted it on the class blog....
and if u go on hurting, irritating those close to me and those arnd me....
i will point out wad u did....whether u understand me or not.....
now if u feel i did wrong u can do the same to me....
let the world noe wad i did wrong.....
and let the world be my jury....
if i'm truely wrong... then i will take the consequences....
....
so i haf spoken....i will point out wad those close to me did wrong... so as to let them noe....
u hate me... so be it...u wan stand against me... so be it... i will do nothing against u....
if u look closely i haf nv pointed at u... merely hinting.....the world wont noe u...
=) i will meditate myself... and maintain....
hahaz *breath in and out*
flame me bahx.... i'm cool hahaz
8:43 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
_____recall...._____
ok maybe juz now the post was well too heated up....
its juz me being pissed....i wont delete it....
i'll let everyone see... though i always try to be nice i'm still a man... i do get angry and at times get really heated up....
but then after some chatting wif my frens (thx guys and gals)
i realise some things along the way.....
why shld i even get angry?
like i said many times be4... i haf nothing against u, neither do i haf or wan anything to do wif ya...as long as u dun cross me....
an eye for an eye....
i shall maintain.... u wan hate me u wan stand against me? thats u i wont do anything....
theres more things to life than petty aguements....
the end
10:41 AM
____EXCLUSIVE!!_____
be4 i move to update genting trip...
heres sumtin for someone who dun understands me and think he does...
FUK OFF LAH!!!
u alwasy think u noe everything eh?
get a fuking life....wad makes u think everything in the post is bout u?
pls why would i even wanna tok bout u?are u that great?
if u wanna say i'm saying u fine... its ur opinion... i dun give a damn
second...its my fuking post.... u ur selfs say ur post u say wad ever u wan...
wad makes me different?
3rd... if u think its juz my opinion in that post... go think again....
i already told u bout it after i posted it.... but wad? u nv listen hahaha
so now that u said the word out... u urself stand against me....
u wan it? u haf it....i've got nothing to lose nothing to gain... and i dun give a fuk....
and if ur a man....u think i tok shit... tell it in my face... and not behind my backs...
but sadly its ur life...u wanna screw so be it...
and BTW IF U DONNO SNORING CAN BE STOP BY SIMPLY SLEEPING BY THE SIDES...get ur facts rite...
and bout the fire....i got fed up and took over... coz u cant get it up .....wadever... u can haf the credit....i merely helped....
hmmm fuk it.... hate me bahx... hahaha like i care....
ur always jumping to conclusion....like everyone said....
ur always having some weird attitude....
and i told u be4 its a fuking feedback.... u dun understand me i dun give a shit....
ur the one who blew up...ur the one who say u hate me....i didn't...
so wad makes u think i care?
i've given u face enuff liao.... since long time ago....
and everytime u threw it back at me....
now everythings out.... u cut the clear line.... SO BE IT!
hahahaaha
hahz and fuk u u still dun get wtf i told u... ur screwed ur hopeless... ur pathetic....
now that u cut the line i shall not hold back no more....
FUK OFF
end of exclusive...
p.s parental guidence...this is wad happens when someone gets pissed off and at the heat of the moment post an update.... LOL
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BTW it aint my problem... anyway... i merely brought up some issue some of us felt crappy about...
and if in that post u feel that i over did the critisism... FINE...my sincre apology.....
and seriously... go think over it..... coz i'm not the one wif all the problems... i'm the one who merely had nothing better to do and brought it up....unhappy? fine stay the way u are and lets see how u gonna get screwed....i told u once i'll say again.... i haf nothing against u... i stand on nuetrel... merely stating out the bad of everything i see.... coz if i dun do it who will....?
and pls u say u regarded me as bro? pls... u dun noe me... u dun understand me... u cant even haf the flexibility of trying to understand my critisism.....if ur a bro... ur unhappy u can always tell me i overdid it....and if so as a bro i will try too understand... but too bad....
and so far all my close frens and bros, tose i really trust... haf been thru life and death situation.... and is gain to time.... and not thru words....
fuk it why am i even saying this... u dun give a shit hahahaha.....
u cut the line... i stand by it.....
THE END
9:14 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
_____Updates bout chalet...and also sinces its the 14th...HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENQI______
hey hey
back to update again.....
be4 i begin...
HERES TO TODAY"S BIRTHDAY GAL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MAY ALL UR WISH COME TRUE!!
p.s all the best for tml de results(this is for everyone) =)
okok
now i shall begin my updates on class chalet....
seriously i think it could haf been better
but still at least its not that too bad....
first day i reached there late due to training....well for me my ninjado training is well i regard it as beri important...its sumtin that i'm well passionate about...
anyway took a cab wif YW,dawn and beesim
wad a coincident we all in same place haf chalet....
but then when YW call to ask where is it....
they say costa sand resort....next time please detail abit...
coz costa sand got 3 leh(east coast, pasiris and downtown east)
u say big big de i tot pasir ris... coz terrence resort mahx...
ok this is nothing much i wont hold any grudge on it....
reach there... everyone maham stoning lol
imagine i reach earlier LOL
and well at nite when everyone was about to slp....
if all wan do sumtin then do dun half way half way...
and one more thing....if u wan slp somewhere do inform can anot....
i was about to slp on the mattress till someone! juz came down and occupied it and snored thru the nite....nvm since pass 3 liao i cant slp liao.....
slack slack abit play some card games wif YW, ZW, KL, WC...
then in the middle of the nite i had to kick someone de mattress to shut him up....
cozing alot people to lose slp.....
even ZW wif his mp3 can hear...
ok they say wan wake up in the morning 6.30....
i from 6 since nothing to do....practice a little of wad i learn in ninjado...
did meditation also......almost 1 hr...
they still slping......cant wake em up de... LOL
nvm lah all tired mahx.....wonder anyone remembered me LOL
okok all woke up quite late... me ,WC and ZW muz use desprate measure to wake em up de....
when almost everyone up....
someone wake up nia start act leader liao....
ordering peopel to move...haiz see liao abit spoil my mood liao....
nvm nvm...we head down to WHITE SAND NTUC buy BBQ things....
well its the first time i hear people last min buy things for BBQ....and well buy fromNTUC
made our way back then the girls decided to go wild wild wet....
well i nv been there so i decided to join nic to go wif em...
then nic tried call K and KL
and then suddenly another spoil mood de event....
juz becoz of some small petty issue u muz kp and fuss so much meh?
gentlemen abit lah even if haf let them haf it lah...
okok nvm everything settled....went in had alot of fun...
but when inside do becareful someplace abit slippery
=)
ok finish we went back... i went shower....
then K wan start BBQ i nothing to do so help him out....
but then one thing i abit unhappy about....
if ya wan people to help ask them nicely i'm sure they will help....
dun order them arnd or dun use that ordering tone....
and finally obviously after swimming some people haf the tendency to slp....
dun say them until like as if they bai chi bai zhu liddat lah... wad qian jing??? haiz...
if liddat... then later on when u ask me look after for awhile...next thing i noe u upstairs aslp liao...then u wad? shao yie argh?
haiz....
anyway help him out wif starting the fire...
i personally find it abit too much... to use one entire packet to start fire... 6 firestarter sumore
and stack till like doing campfire??? too much bahx???
ok help get the fire going... i tried help wif the preperation...and i found out they knife they bought is useless de...who went to dmg the blade? dun mind me i haf this thing wif knife...
i like them sharp is strong....
during the BBQ the ambience feels damn offensive.... juz becoz of somepeople de comment....
REALLY SPOILED MY HAPPY BBQ DE MOOD......
at least theres things to eat....
towards the end....
things got a little better....
play some game.... and i kinda saboed ZW to do sumtin dumb....
pai seh lah hahaza once in a while okie de....
in the end onli me,zw,kl,nic,norvin and wq, YW help the cleaning up....
went back up....
played some games took some photos
also they bought WQ that BK de pie.....coz her birthday mahx =)
once again happy birthday =)
but then i find the firestarter ya all use as candle abit erm....
first its fire hazard second.... its a god damn fuel....
(u see wad happen when kenneth de idea(pour the powder firestarter into the fire) the place smoke like siao......) but okie lah since theres no way ya can haf candles...
then everyone went to slp.... and again.... we had to sqeeze coz somepeople...
juz by looking at the scene we know ur intention lah....
muz selfishly occupy ur own "small" space....
i shall not pursure further....
towards the nite.... that somebody pissed me off again.....
i need to shut him up again....i did it after norvin woke up.....
imagine norvin the type where anywhere can slp de will wake up.....
.....
overall i think things could haf been better
at first it was a group event....
later becam 2 person event...
in the end i feel its a 1 man show...
maybe a little more initiative from the group... but ALSO LESS CRAPPY LEADERSHIP
maybe its juz me being guai lan coz for me to let u lead me on.... u had better be good enuff to lead me....
ok be4 i end this "report" about the chalet....
heres a credit for the people who made this a success(well sort off)
shimin for booking =) many many thx
and the rest for participating =) including myself....
i did beri little....or i could say none....but i'm more than willing to help if approch
sooo there was both good times and bad during the chalet... but my mind now has alot more negative than positive bahx....
has some fun parts too
so let this be an expirence.....next time if haf another lets do it better......
ok be4 i end my post today once again thx to the people in the chalet.....
and HAPPY Birthday AGAIN TO THE Birthday GAL
stay happy and cheerful forever and be true always
(hahaz to all u guys and gals out there dun u wish ur birthday to land on a day when i update my blog LOL...so many wish in one post haha)
signing offf
turtle,whale wad ever u wan call me...
william
7:55 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
_____update at 4_______
okok its 4 in the morning and well sadly but true....
pass 3 liao i cant slp....
wish someone would like chat wif me loh!!!
anyway heres to update recent events....
and furthermore i shall reupdate my work at expo....
ok heres to start from fri....
meet up wif kanwei and norvin at expo...
kanwei was on time....norvin was late LOL
went in expo and waited for norvin....
had briefing and the day started of
...lets see colleague of the day... fay, cheehow and jing jing
not forgeting our IC allson and andy
first day we didn't really tok much... till at least later part of the day....
ok first day i dun think i sold any...
and the day ended....
after work..i followed KW to pick up his clothes(coz he staying over my place for the weekend)
think by the time we reach home...1 plus liao LOL
slept damn late and had to wake up damn early....
its the second day of work liao....
drag ourself up and traveled to meet norvin
this time norvin was early lol
had breakfast then we headed in liao
second day was fun where everyone knew each other more liao....
we even had 2 newcomers...rudy and sharon
met lots of customer.... both good/bad
but luckily for me my second day i manage to sell
hahaz but who cares bout selling liao... everyone was like crazy over this webcam camera on the lappie...
got thing no thing also there take pics LOL
but aiya wad can i say... our booth we got both chio bu and yandao mahx kekeke
seriously our booth de gals all not bad de leh....
even kw agree...
hahaz toking bout this ... it reminds me
the booth infront of us those abit guai lan type de people....
they all guys sia... sad loh.....seem damn gay....
hahaz
btw after the show when i went for ERS camp i saw this guy(it was from that booth loh, hopefully he dun reconise me)
okok after work went to eat dinner wif kw and norvin....
then head home liao....
now for the last day.... the most fun de i think
we reach there liao met up wif everyone to haf breakfast...
when work start everyone was like damn enthu loh even rudy(he second day beri no mood to sell LOL)
i manage to make the first deal....
this women juz came up to me tap my shoulder....
i was about to ask kw or jing jing or anyone nearby to help me handle her)
they juz suddenly walk away LOL(guess they didn't notice me calling them)
so okie i ask her how can i help u....
she started asking for the lappie de spec..
i explained abit...then she asked about payment....
suddenly she say... i wan this laptop...but under one condition....
i wan cash and carry in 5 min...can u do it?
i was like stunned.....
so that was my first sales of the day...
thru out the day we were all like fooling around loh...
like pasting sticker on people back...rudy paste this "free1GB Ram" sticker on jingjing back while she was serving custormer...(i shall post the pic one day hope she dun see it hahaha)
by the end of the day we not onli paste sticker liao....
we started drawing on the vest itself LOL
mine was so.....hmmm how shld i put it?
"welll customise"
ok by the end of the day i had 5 deals i think....
pretty cool eh....
but not ask cool as jing jing we got 8 deals liao LOL
ultimate proness....
okok when the work over liao we exchanged contacts and well left for home...
it was certainly nice working there had lots of fun =)
back home after i add jing jing de msn contact....
saw her friendster....she from same primary sch as me... but then one year older so probably wont noe her.
hmmmm but my sis would rite?
so chat wif her abit and i found out she was same class as my elder sis LOL
wad a small world....
when i told my sis bout it... she went all crazy
hahaz
haiz during work i met alot of type of people
from people who tok crap but donno shit bout anyhing to china people who everything was freebies....
haiz but theres also the augmo who ask for perfomance that well the laptop wasn't even closed to....imagine they wan a quad core pc wif 4 gig ram and dedicated graphic cards...*jaws drop*
overall i would say its a success
haha
the next day i had training... hahaz enjoyed it alot....
after training went for dinner wif the whole gang including jay....
after that went home ...the trip home was well fustrating....
had a bus ride wif jay to clementi
imagine when someone sit beside u keep complainting and boasting....
and when ya tell him sumtin base on ur own expirence and understanding, and u juz fuck care and say its no kick....i mean like u wan to be a sniper...i didn't discourage u coz u wear specs...
i merely say somethings that u haf to train hard on like marksmenship and u come tell me " its beri easy, all ya haf to do is juz teach me how to shoot..." and "wad ya think i buy bb guns for?"
WTF loh bbguns and firearms are 2 complete worlds...
plus pls learn to walk be4 u fly.....and plus u say last time ya learn whushu and say how great u were.... but when i see u spar...the onli tots that came in my mind was u sure u learned wushu? i mean like if u see jq spar u would noe his expirence in martial arts...
haiz donno lah....dun wanna say anymore liao.....i shall not give a damn anyway....
okok moving on tuesday i had this ERS camp.... and well it was kinda pathetic....
the only best thing bout it is spending time wif frens...
i mean like its a camp and theres a planning commitee....why isn't they doing wad a commitee be doing.... and joyce....u did ya great job in planning the camp =) ya put in alot of effort compared to the rest of em....thx anyway =)
i mean like okie for example... they haf this commitee position call first aider....
for heaven sake ur not even a fulltime medic....plus cant u multi task? i mean like other than first aid... ya could also help out in other parts rite? like helping out joyce wif the admin things...
haiz nvm moving on....
hmmm next week from tuesday to thursday having chalet(probably missing tuesday and thursday training...sry sry....no matter wad i will still eat slp shit performance de....)
then from fri to sun i probably going to genting wif norvin and kanwei =) lookign forward to it.
guess thats all for now =)
signing off turtle
william
1:08 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
____untitled_____
hey hey back again hahaz
anyway heres to start offf....
teachersday went back to sec sch on 31 of aug
saw alot of my teachers and frens....
so far they all look fine... hopefully i will see them again soon
miss them alot=)
went training after that...
training was fun and well good...
was a worthwhile day indeed
anyway next its 1st of sept
first day of my work at expo....
meet up wif norvin
went in meet some new frens
but sadly that day sales was bad...
our booth was in such a bad position....
damn bad lah....
haiz... but least jing jing, fay they all had some sales
oh btw i was working wif kanwei at HP while norvin was at compaq...
k anyway after that i went wif kanwei to his place to pick up some clothes
coz he staying over my place till monday
coz well tampines to expo is closer than bukit panjang to expo hahaha
k now for today.... things was a little better
i had 2 sales
hahaz not good but well not bad considering our bad booth position...
kanwei had a sales as well
and i meet alot kind of customer some good some bad...
i shall not say it here for now....
k aint writing much hahaha
anyway i'm dead tired and m legs feels like breaking hahaha
but i had fun... hopefully tml is a better day
hahaz shall write till here =) the rest i'll update asap
signing off =)
william
9:24 AM