-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Life is like a war...and ur the commander...objective pops up... accomplish them wif wadever u haf...

hmmm to start off...
my current weight is 71-72kg...accordin to my hse scale...
i got 5 days left...
and i need drop to about 70kg...best is 68-69kg
can i do it? hopefully i can bahx...
am so close to achieving wad i had set out to achieve since be4 poly started...
sometimes i wonder....is it worth it?
i mean like becoz of money, to lighten the finacial strain on my parent... i give up 5-10 yrs
of my freedom....
well i'm pretty excited to noe wads life in the RSN...
hopefully its wad i expected...

well recently things been getting okie i guess...
the maths quiz... i was pretty surprise i could do...
well many thx to wake,norvin, RH and all of ya for assisting me in understanding all this math...
so far for most of my module...
i'm holding on pretty well...
juz maybe need work hard in AEL and Maths more bahx...
and readup more about IN2....
seriously speaking i find IS a waste of time LOL
dun let my lecturer noe i said that...

hahaz like my titled said...
i'm gonna treat life like a war...
cruel and pretty much unknown...
anything can pops up anywhere anytime...
and when anything actuclly pops up...
its like a sudden turn of event...
and its up to me,myself to see how i can overcome it...

hmmm well this morning i was thinking of sumtin...
its like when ya tell a gal ya like them(i shall not use the term love... coz many people dun really noe wad it means and its too well over to say that)
and the gal tells ya to be juz a fren...
ya feel bad...ya accept wad she say...
but the thing is deep down inside ya still like them...
well ya cant juz stop liking a person suddenly juz like that rite?
the thing is ya still care for them...
if ya ask me it doesn't or no longer matter if she accept u liking her or not...
the main thing is u still care for them...
if ur gonna stop caring for them when they turn ya down...
then deep down inside ur not true in liking them...
am i wrong to say that?
personally if ya ask me... if all ya wan is to be with her becoz ya like her...
and if that dun happen ya no longer care... hmm or even force her and make her life miserable..
then ya dun deserve to like her at all...

the human mind is a complex thing...
alot of times things are always between the feeling and the thoughts...
in ur mind u noe wad is rite and wad is wrong...
but ur feeling tells u otherwise...
this applys to everything...

hahaz okok lets end this soon be4 i start blabbering on...
well to all my frens out there... take care and stay happy always...
to the special someone...ya cant stop me from liking ya...
but if all ya need is a fren out of me...
then a fren i shall be.
=)lastly hey dun get wad i write wrong okie...
it meant i care... same to all my frens out there...

hmmm i guess it a beautiful sunday... thus my minds pretty calm...
i shall end here =)

signing out
ya fren, family fellow ninja...etc etc etc
hahaz

william =P(guess i'm in a pretty good mood bahx )

9:57 PM