-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Saturday, November 04, 2006
____things was bad enuff...juz when i tot its getting better...it came from nowhere suddenly_______
reediting my post....
yesterday was a terrible day..
but still i've overeacted....
its juz a fact that even though i told many times that when the day come..
i'll gladly accept and respect that decision...
still its juz hard to accept the fact...
why? why is it always liddat
why?...is it sumtin wrong wif me?
yes theres many things wrong about me...
haiz... guess its no point clinging onto all this...
haiz i juz donno how make out in words wad i feel...
=) but still since it already happen...
i'll juz haf to carry a smile on my face...
and let it pass...
no matter how i wish things were better...
no worries.. if ur reading this... i'm fine i'm fine...
seriously i donno wad i'm saying or thinking anymore nowsadays...
one time i can overreact and sometime i juz can not care...
its either i'm getting dumber or i'm losing my sense
its like i'm always trying to control 2 things in mind...
my thoughts and my feelings...
one of them would tell me wads rite and wad best to be done....
while the other is how i really feel that things shld be and why doesn't it go like that...
guess is like a selfish side of me...
wish i can juz kill one of them...
or both...
its tiring enuff to live this cruel world with so many expectations...
its even more tiring to control this 2 person in me...
guess life is really an act...
where the truth lies in the dark while the ardience only see wad they are meant to see...
forget it... i'm not good with words...
and i donno wad i'm writing... its 10.30am now i think i'll go slp more and wish time would juz fly by..
sign off..
7:59 AM
