-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

People aren't Always wad they are in front of u...___

hey back to update again shall start off wif today...
first the NET is ******* Slow!!!! thx o some quke that dmged undersea cables...
welll least i'm onli now... think i better remember to save wadever i type incase tio cut off again...

okok today first woke up early early...
went to sch for some briefing regarding the china study trip....
....tok tok tok....
split into groups...
my groups are well all the people from our class...
juz some seem to be damn sianz liddat... and response like as if i'm not fit to tok to him liddat...
haiz... okie maybe i misunderstood sumthings in between eh?
shall not jump to conclusions... PEACE!!! hope to noe u better and hope u not wad i think the type u are....

ok then met up wif felix went to acer service centre....
queued and well waited...
FInally our turn...
felix went to fix the key that he well poked out by accident...
and sway his warranty over liao...
after some discussion wif the guy...
he was nice enuff to close and eye and change him a new keyboard...
HAHa so now u better take care of things liao eh?

then went sim lim get some stuff...
think i'll be visiting this place pretty much next feb...
major plans in the mind going on...
RD and beoing the prices...
toking bout this on the way home heard sumtin from felix....
well some people aint wad i think they are to me...
well how can the person say sumtin liddat behind my backs...
well its long ago liao so i wont bother wif it... juz
it kinda sux noeing that someone once said that bout u...
ya noe... theres like so many things i can say bout u u noe... which i think is not rite...
yes... i'm poor... i can do all the things i said i wanna do... all the plans i used to haf...
if nothing bad happent o my fam... by calculation i can even be living in a mansion by now....
but well since i've had the luck of enjoying riches in the past.... shall not complaint bout it this days...
noe this when i say sumtin i wanna do... i';ve already haf the capaility to do it...
why didn't i do it... coz sumtin in between got comprimised...
well the fact is i'm no longer the kid wif the cash or the kid wif the super dad who brings in loads of cash....although i missed those days...
it cant be helped hahaha

since i'm more sensable now that i'm a big kid...
i give up 10 yrs of my life and delayed uni for 5-10yrs...
i do it so it wont strain my parents who went thru so much from last time till now....
yes u can say thats not it...
yes i admit the money is tempting i noe...
but the money is gnna be wad i live on from now...
i want to haf the ability to survive my own...
and if possible lighten the load on my parent...

since things are already like that...
and i dun ahf the previledge of enjoying being a typical spoiled brat...
i shall work hard in the things i do and when the time is riped yrs down the road...
its my turn to reign supreme...my truen to take my chances and wager on the world...
my time to fight my place in the world....

haiz....seriously i dunno wad the world is about...
juz gonna train and work had and pray the future is sumtin i'm prepared for...

ya noe recently... kinda founded out that many of my frenx haf forgotten me...
well cant blame them... but it also juz sux noeing it...
i got beri old frenx who changed number nv tell me in the end i sms the bro in the army camp...
i got frenx who dun even noe my number and wished them merry christmas... they go who R u?
well theres worst....
INDEED true frenx are hard to come by....
they say everything happen for a reason and wif a purpose...
i wonder is sumtin wif me that people forgets me?
okie i'm thinking too much....
i guess thats all i wanna say for now....
lifes been okie dun worry....
juz it could haf been better hahaha
hmmm better not be too greedy...
bb
william

5:44 AM