-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Friday, January 19, 2007

PayDay!!

hihihi

today is a great day lol
notice they finally bank in my first 3 months de allowance liao
muhahaha time to spend... jkjk
actuclly i think 3k i need put aside 1k for monthly needs, 500 to save the other 500 to spend... and another 1k to give my dad if he needs it...

tell ya the truth i'm juz glad the pays in coz now i can manage my own life liao...
liddat i dun haf to put too much pressure on my dad...
but i do wish... by doing so.... he can use the money that he dun need to give me
to settle otghers things....and not that i become another source to take from...
i mean yes... if the family need finacial help...
i'm there to lend a hand....
but its juz my reasons to sign on is partly so that i can help lighten the load and not take it....
i noe i sound unfilial...
but i'm not....juz i dunno how explain in words...
still i'm still gonna set aside the amount incase the family needs it...
if it dun need i'll juz save....
one got to noe nothing is free in the world....
theres always a price for anything...
therefore... i will not recklessly give/lend away this money that i exchange wif part of my life...
anyway bought concession for my ez link....
and bought some prezzie....
and draw out abit of money coz short....
and i notice wow its true money do go down really fast....
in a day i spend almost 150...
but okie lah concession itself is arnd 97 dollar...
hmmm this 3k can pamper myself coz next back pay in next month... but once next month get liao... time to control... coz if 3 months de 3k i finish in 1 month... then liddat the rest 2 month GG...

okie enuff bout money.... hahaha and also dun look at me like i'm rich... the fact is i'm not...
if i am i wouldn't haf sign on...
wouldn't haf waste time not to go university....

today had AEL lab test... it was well except... people at the window really gave me alot of unneeded stress.... idiots....
hmmm but more or less can score bahx... juz a few careless mistake here and there....
to those who dun do well...
if its becoz u didn't even put effort into it and hope ur last min attempt can save u...
guess again... things dun work like that...
u wanna learn sumtin or even if ur lazy to do so... always do it early....
dun give excuses like "oh i onli last min study can remember and then do..." coz deep down inside u noe its not true....
personally i think its no point cheating....
coz if u dun noe and dun help ur self... all the more u shld fail and use it as wake up call and start working...
if u did try ur best and need help in some areas... i guess people can close one eye....
to score in an area which deep down inside u noe u dun noe shit....and even tok like u noe it...
i hate this kind of people...
so wad if ur paper says u got full marks?
haf u use ur own effort to get it ?
if u did then its okie... if not....
i despise u, u will appear as no value in my view....
get the picture?

i noe saying all this is like shooting stright at ur pride etc...
noe this i'm not here to flame...
me...i juz say wad i feel its not rite....
agree or disagree as u may....
but he fact is i haf rite of free speech in my own little blog...
so hate me like me as who i really am... and not who u think i am....
ALSO....please dun think too far too much.... i'm not flaming or refering anyone....
juz if the description fits... u noe wad i mean....if u insist that ur not then ur not....
it doesn;t really matter to me....

okie next part...
happy birthday JQ =)
today was fun....
hahah thai food was not bad =D
zzz now abit zzz but cant zzz liaoz
man the city shld haf a bus to tampines....
i took the bus and i miss simei ended up in pasir ris....
manage to find my way home from there....
thank goodnesss....
now heres a casew wher u haf money but cant do shit....
u haf it in bank....
but no atm in sight...
taxis no nets....
so GG walk home bahx most acient methods LOL

anyway had loads of fun =)

signing off
william

1:01 PM