-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

22th of april, 11.56pm....going 23rd...
fiirst off wishing my best pal in poly
a happy birthday =P

anyway drinking tea now infront of my pc...
nothing much to do so i tot i make another pointless update....

its getting late now...
i shld be in bed...
cant slp...

thinking alot of things now....
like always when its late at nite at home.....
feeling? not ok, not bad.... juz like that...

today went out wif some frens... suppose to go east coast park skate then
go help kanwei celebrate his bdae...
we planned a surprised for him...
well kinda...
i was occupied wif some stuff so i was late,
i chiong a cab down to bugis to meet them...
halfway was told kanwei not going liao....
the first thing i tot was what the hell....
well its not his fault...
its juz omg i actuclly skip going my grandparent place for this and i even chiong cab down so things be on time....
but ohwell...
its surprise go0ne haywire...
so although kinda sianz...
but still we carried on the plan...
got him sumtin nice =)
hope he likes it lol
i remember ask zhiwei wad if he dun like it?
he said... if he dun like then pull him for a beating liao..in chinese..
=P

well after that went east coast skates then dinner at parkway then head home...
had fun ....

thats all for today i guess...

for the past 1 hr of drinking tea..
been thinking some things....
alot of things....
things that happen....
things from the past...
things thats not happen....
juz loads of tots in my mind...

well its been like that for the past 2 years now... i'm like numb to it liaoz....

some things to keep in mind....
i shldn't slack in class.....
i need get my ass off the chair and start working out....
get all this shit things off my mind...

things i shld do ? maybe
become a loner and juz do wad i need to do and perfect it....
take charge of my life...
since no one bothers bout it..
my puny little life is of no importance to the world..

zzz my blog is really like an emo place where i juz write rubbish...
and thoughts....
rant bout my happiness and unhappiness...
onli i myself and i noes myself well and no one noes me....
the true me...
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signing off william

8:47 AM