-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Friday, October 12, 2007
_____back from a nite of fun or a nite of sadness?_________
yesterday was juz another day,
went over frens place for some fun and gathering.
it was all fun and games, a little of drinking.
till when they start to wanna tok about their past r/s.
things that there not happy wif, things that they felt they were wronged.
when it was all over i tot it was all over for good.
the drinking continue.
then when she start getting upset wif him...
yes i noe its perfectly normal and all...
but things juz got messed up, they were drinking vodka kurant then some red wine...
though at some point of it some interesting things did surfaced that none of us noe.
but soon things got worst...
i can only vividly remember the things going on...
people puking and ranting bout their unhappiness,
people having a good time
people doing nothing and keep inisting they noe sumtin and assuming people arnd him is all hay-wired
i remember at some moment seeing and hearing everything arnd me,
makes me think and wondered bout some things i left behind me long ago...
it upsets me to even think bout them....
yes i moved on...
but its juz i felt sudden saddness all of a sudden,
its like why cant people appreciate wad they haf, why muz they make stupid decision, make themself suffer for sumtin not worth it?
i guess thinking back while looking at wad is happening...
juz kind of strike me hard inside...
life is unfair we all noe that...
i rememebr asking mself, why me?
why not all this foolish people arnd me, least they'll wake up...
who am i to judge them anyway haha.....haiz
eyes hurting...
head still spinning....
i dun think i wanna write anymore....
william
11:01 PM