-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

its 1.14am now, going off to bed soon,

well dunno why but rite now feel quite good mood =P
hahaz was chatting wif a fren, and wow someone actuclly reads my blog,
kinda a little embaress too, all the bad spellin, long windedness, and ranting bout everything i think and feel.

but its really nice when someone noe that ya not happy and ask ya why or wad happen =P
juz wanna say thx =) its really nice of ya.

todays pretty much sames as last week,
juz during some of the labs,
omg some people really dun listen to instructions,
or at least they listen and forget...
well i'm sure theres a reason for everything
shall not blame them..
its juz some inconvinence caused, and some time wasted..
hahaz all is forgiven =P

oh and also had to gym alone all by myself today,
coz fren went in wif his fren earlier...
well it dun feel good being ps like that,
but i'm sure its much more beneficial for him to go wif his frens bahx..

well today i also had the chance to talk to my cca de senior...
well it wasn't anything specific,
but kinda make me wonder and think bout some things i was thinking about recently...
in conclusion, i think i decided no matter howmuch i dread something...
i will not disappoint wadever trust and responsibility given to me...
i will continue...
everyday theres sumtin to be learned..
and i feel its a good habit to blog daily..
makes u think bout the days happening and well reflect upon it..
see if wadever is done, can be done better? or is it wrong.

the next thing to settle..
is my back problem i haf been having for awhile now..
i shld haf it checked soon..
sharp pain suddenly kinda feeling on the lower back.

okie enuff wif problems already, =P i'm already having alot hahaz,
hmmm i'd love to find someone to share the load wif, to rant to lol hmmm wait that ain't nice...
hahaz

looking forward to tml, swimming be4 sch, then go for prize/cert presentation...
IS lesson then HPB talk(hopefully its sumtin beneficial bahx)
then probably going see a doc on thursday morning be4 class regarding the back...
and FRIDAY!! evening go down wif ck and maybe xanthe see costume for SAT..
zouk...LAIR OF THE DAMNED!!!

hmmm i wonder does people think i club alot? drink alot? hahaz theres alot of i wonder...
but who cares wad they think bout me...
most important is i noe wad i am,
i do wad i feel is rite..
i remember i used to say.." Judge me only if u truly noe me.."
that still apply =P

ok i guess i rant enuff for today..
least be4 i slp i'm in good mood, put all the stress and problems and emoing things aside..
slp and look forward to tml...

logging off
take ya to who ever is reading this..
slp early slp well..

william

10:14 AM