-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

cant slp...zzz...
tired...
but cant slp....
tooth ache, back ache, i wonder wad else will ache =P
alone in my room staring at my computer...

cant slp so decide to write another post... hmmm i think i missed a few days de update le.
well today manage to woke up on time even wif a damaged alarm clock...
thx to a fren, who selflessly helped to morning call me..
well i actuclly kinda feel bad..
i mean like making someone to wake up early to wake me up is kinda wrong =P
well especially at a time when theres loads of work to finish, things to settle and worry.
i really hope everything works out and solved for her..
and that she can haf a moment of relief..
take care alrite...u are who u are, unqiue, its the way u are and the way u do things say things and care for things that make u different from others =)
nv doubt urself, ur personality or ur ability.

back to my post.
manage to reach class on time...
had IN4 lecture zzzz(boring)
followed by VCN(voice convergence network) lab..
pretty cool...except the fact tat i spend an hr fixing the basic setup and i could do any lab.
coz everyone else was using the equipment.

lunch.....

followed by FNS(fundamental Network Security) lab
also pretty okie..
managed to chiong the lab and end like 2 hrs early =)

a fren asked me out for dinner =)
was more then happy to make it.
well lets juz say i cant reach home in time for dinner(or everyones not home) and dinner in sch is kinda crappy especially if alone
so off i went back to tampines..
walked around...see the world go by me.
its nice sumtimes to juz watch the world go by..
but dun do it often though... time wastage
you'll learn alot of things juz by looking at simple things which u dun notice most of the time.
meet up wif my fren... and we had dinner at ramen teh(err i think its spelt that way)
its quite interesting they got japanese ramen dried....
we both had different set of bento.
and some sushi(and the way they make the sushi was different too)
well my fren took the pics so maybe when i get from her then upload in my blog.
after dinner we slack at coffee bean which juz reopen recently.
till pretty late then walk ehr to the bus stop and i head home..

well its really nice to haf dinner out wif frens whom ya can communicate well wif.
beside being the fren to listen, comfort, share, accompany...to what problems, interest or happenings they haf...
its also work the other way around..
i mean like when u hear others things.. ya will also think of things similar happened to yourself...
at the same time gain a new prospective to which how u view the things.

well hanging out wif my fren here also kinda help me relief some of the things i haf in me...
rather then being alone at home like now... or going back to see everyone doing their own things and miss dinner wif everyone...
to make it simple...
its juz really nice to haf a fren around who noes wad u gone thru, going thru...
whether they noe wad u feel or not.
noeing theres a fren who care, whether u want them to care anot..
or simply a fren who treasure the friendship no matter how new it is.
hmmm i think i;m getting engross to saying all this.
well i hope to be a fren who can do the same to all my frens...
and i hope all my frens can do the same to me.

anyway juz wanna say thx...
though i might not be someone u noe for a long time..
or someone whom u can trust totally...
juz glad i;m someone who u can share ur problems and joy wif... be it its up to date or a long time ago...

hmmm sriously i'm not good wif words...
i think i'm not writing wad i think/feel the way it shld be...
but i;m sure u'll noe wad i mean...

sidetrack......
hmmm people might not trust me...
i dun blame them...
for trust is something that is gain thru time..
i'll juz be who i am... and in time people will noe who i truely am...

hmmm i think i shld stop now... tots getting abit messed up...
take care...
logging off...

william

wads the worst thing that can happen to a person? to be misjudge, misintepretted as a person he or she is not.
people view things differently...so i hope everyone i come across wont view me as something i;m not...
i might not be 100% good... but i'm trying my best to reach there =P

good nits.

9:26 AM