-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Common test is finally over....
personally feeling pretty relief...
but then at the same time... very disappointed with myself....
well today's paper was hell...
and i really dunno how to do...
its like as if the paper and i was speaking in different language...
i think its probably lack of preparation ...
i know i could haf done better if i had worked even harder...
hopefully i can still make it...
else its retest for me...
the other paper...FNS wasn't as bad... at least i noe how to answer 90% of the paper....
its juz really sian.....

anyway... today after the paper... alot of my frens who came out all say " DIE LIAO!!!"
dunno if its true anot... some like noe how to do de leh...
oh well after exam we(wake, k3, north, rh, theif and myself..) decided we shld go out and kinda destress after exam... to me it felt kinda like celerbrate our failure today zzz
well at first they dunno wanna go where, wanted to watch movie but later say go eat steamboat...
so off we went...
had fun there, eat myself crazy...
talk about alot of things...
well while i was there at one point i suddenly remembered sumtin...
a moment from the past... pretty funny.... but then also kinda not really sumtin i wanna go think about...

oh well...

after that walk all the way back mrt station and off i went home myself once again...
very sian why no one lives near me zzz....

hmmm well besides today...
lets see the other days...
i mostly stay home studied bah...
went to sch maybe...
didn't slp well or slp at all recently... or juz slp late and wake up really early....
well got used to that...
anyway... recently been making breakfast for myself...
pretty heavy branch....
made, salad, steak, soft boil eggs.... etc etc... and lots of milk...
of coz not in 1 day but over a few days ...

now that the holiday is here...
its time to catch up wif some frens...
and shop for things, shop for christmas...
talking bout christmas...
yesterday i recieved a card from a fren...
it really kinda touched me...
i mean... at a point when i was really stressed out and upset over some things...
and well i juz suddenly talk to her...
and all that... she cheered me up...
and kinda advice me some things...
well it helped some bit...
now i recieved a card from her...
i'm pretty curious how she got my address lol
oh well juz wanna say thx...
=) this is like the first time i actuclly recieve a card from a fren...
well things been getting better somehow... i think...
i think i'll haf to thank all my frens... you all noe who u are...
for being there when i needed company...
i really appreciate it =)
thx...
now that exams is over do find some time to hang out ya... buy ya all meal or sumtin hehe

hmmm lets see wad i shall do tonite...
probably try to slp early and stress free for today... and start working on things tml...

alrite i think i write till here...
will write more next time...

take care

william..

8:48 AM