-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Dec 11 2007....
a beautiful day to begin wif...
well currently in sch library, arond 11...
suppose meet frens study together but then till now... non of them turned up yet...
left all alone here wif my notebook and my notes....
kinda sian so decided to blog a little....
well so far CT preperations seems to be going well...
least i hope its going well...
really wonder wad kind of paper is coming out.....

hmmm last nite didn;t slp well at all... or i shld say didn;t slp at all....
but oh well been thinking alot especially wadever i wrote here....
hmmm i think i shld really juz stop talking bout such things and well who noes it all juz go away...
=) anyway was up early today.. followed my parent to the airport to send my sis off... shes going china...some sch thing...
then on the way to breakfast was talking to my mum bout life....
and well... shes doesn;t seem to quite understand wad i say at all...
kinda gives me the feeling she thinks like my younger siblings...
oh well i juz hope she understand wad i say and live a happier life bahx...
i mean it kinda sad to see her everyday pass like no meaning liddat.....

well i guess beside helping others i shld find ways to improve myself...
change myself...
people aren;t perfect... but that doesn;t me we cant perfect ourself in wad we do....
personally i haf lots of flaws...
hopefully people can look pass all my flaws and well noe me for who i am... or who they think i am....

hmmm.....well past few days been curious bout that nite de tarot cards reading...
so i kinda went online to search it up.....
and well kinda understand a little better...
its pretty true...
it doesn;t tell u ur future more like juz a guidance...
cant belief totally but then seems to relate to me quite well no harm in improving myself =)
maybe a change would be beneficial to myself and those around me...
so wif that ... i muz work hard to strive to do wadever i do wif the best attitude...
lets see in my short life how far i can go.... =)
death is a gift to mankind....
only wif death does people noe how to appreciate wad they haf...
only wif death, people will live everyday to the fullest....
wif death people will strive to achieve great things in life....
thats kinda something i picked up from a book.... and also from LOTR(the author was talking about death, a gift to man)
and last ut not least... something i picked up from a movie...
only when u accept death...(or accept that ur aleady dead to begin wif) thats when u start fuctioning...
well i'm sure ya all noe wad i mean....
hahaz and hey i'm not sucidal okie!!
hahaz
kinda sounds like it rite...

well all the bet to those having exams....
work hard and do well....
and to those wif problems...
hang on, and hold ya self together...
things will definately pull thru....

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william

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