-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

its 5.45am now and well its my bros birthday today =P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

anyway i little back track to last nite...
=P
well actuclly jzu got home awhile back kinda got locked out coz i left my keys at home...
hmmm lets see was a pretty boring day till after dinner =)
went over to TM help fren order some things..
then my dad drive me went down AMK hub
met up wif shuhui(eva) and bling
haben seen them in a while =)

well we den decided to head down boat quey...hmmm i think i'm gonna get bished by people confirm de...
hmmm we head down eski...
met up the rest of the people there =P
and lol they met alot of their own frens there too
told myself shall dink very little today..
so had a bottle of heiniken
hmmm later we slack then talk and all...
eva seem to be busy walking and catching up here and there hahaz....
then later i got myself another graveyard...
stayed there for some time...
oh was talking to joanne about christmas eve..
she was asking if i free wanna head down eski coz they having a party =)
hmmm ought to be fun lol
hmmm well see bout it bahx..
back to my topic...
well
after that suppose to head down brewwerks meet blings fren...
but on the way dropped by archipilego
met long there hahaz one of my best bartender i noe hahaz
and once again drinks on the house!!!!
love this guy hahaz
tried their own brew...
pretty smooth...
nice!
eva had beer too, then bling was having wine..
lol she was drinking abit fast...
and soon she was all red and tipsy =p
hmmm thenh after that we head down brewerks but then blings frn left le...
so we head back into eski
slack there till closing bahx...

then took their transport to shuhui's place and i from there head home(its definately cheaper)

was a pretty happening time !!
hahaz had lots of fun looking forward to tml though my bros birthday...

anyway take care ya all =)

hmmm now for some personal tots...
well got myself wasted the other day,.... well technically i got wasted afetr i got home..
something eva said today was pretty true..
when ur feeling really good...
its almost impossible to get drunk...
but the moment u feel down or depress thats when everything kicks in...
well that nite feeling terrible...
chat wif her on the phone for awhile(well at least to me)
couldn;t really remember wad i said...
but then was juz pretty negative bahx...
but glad she was there to listen and try to pull me over to the more positive side...
hmmm 3 months is the time she give,.,,
make sure i sort things out...
well honestly i remember parts and pieces of most of the things she said bahx...
and i;m trying le..
well taking things positively...
plus if i fails... i noe where i can go...

anway... today saw some hings then really makes me wonder...
well when someone accepts another person...
ya acept her everything...
but then why does some guys really control this and dat and cant do this and that...
even though he jolly well noes she noes how to take care of herself...
well concerning is one thing but controlling is another...
if ya ask me... care for her... but let her be herself...
if ya noe her weaknesses and flaws...
rather then enforcing her to change it...(its almost impossible to change a person)
rather be there for her looking out for her...
being wif someone doesn;t mean u own her...
it juz means both of u are emotionally related...
did u noe... marriage is a loophole for rape?
its proven by law...
anyway thats not my point...

lesson to learn...
when u love someone, u wan to be wif someone, ur wif someone...
u accept them as who they are....not juz pretty looks or material and all...
but accept them as a whole..
everything...good and bad...
then let them be who they are but wif the fact there ur there for them...
i mean like they dun need another father or motherto educate them...
they need a soulmate to be there for them good and bad... understand them...support them be it its sumtin u like or not,...
its a 2 side thing...
thats why comprimise and trust
is something both haf to give...
an understanding between both...
if u cant accept sumtin from the person then theres definately gonna be a problem...
i can go on and on about this...
coz personally i tried to give everything.... but got everything taken away from me...
and i juz consider myself sway...
and i see people who dun udnerstand things...or take things for granted... i juz cant take it...
hahaz...
guess its kinda helping me pull myslef together eh?

anyway gtg slp le...
nitez
take care and rest well..
william

1:42 PM