-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

to start off lets pick things up from friday...

no sch...
slack at home study and all..
met qianhui and jf at nite go slack, drink basically relax and talk out minds...
i always like pubbing wif them...
its always more of a relax thing than hardcore drinking...

anyway... main topic was wad to wear tml which was yesterday de zoukout...

so thats about it for friday...

sat everything was pretty much normal.
met shuhui(eva) in the afternoon,
she was around the are wif her mum shopping for some things they need for the dinner they having that nite..
so i was kinda bored studying at home so i went to meet them...
walked around...
give comment about things...
then when they head back so did i...
relac all the way till evening...
changed and my dad drove me to harbour front..
met jf and qh...
went in real early(advance happy hour ticket)
walk around the whole place...
came out grab some things to eat and drink...

went back in... mambo jumbo till 1am...
went over to meet qh frens...
then trance all the way till this morning which i would say i'm darn tired...
but it was worth it...
i mean the experience...
it was really a beach party/rave...
seeing all the dj doing their things...
oh and some things i till now cant really forget...
i kinda went to read tarrot cards...
well at first qh was saying wanna try but scared coz its quite accurate...
so since i dun really belief in this kinda things i went for it instead..
no queastion to ask...
so it was generally bout myself...
i draw The magician, The Hermit, Death...
the person kinda explain to me some parts of it...
and well it was pretty accurate they way it said i was...or am going thru...
advice me to go for wad i wan and feel....
she said something about me being the magician mind...
haf alot of ideas and thigns i think i wanna do...
but then being the hermit...
i feel otherwise... or relactant...
its kinda like how i always feel when something happen...
its kind ur fighting wif urself,....
thinking one thing and feeling another...

anyway the death card... she dun really wanna explain it...
juz tell me that it aint actuclly a bad thing...
its about changes...
let the old die and being the magician new ideas will come...
but still i really curious wad does death actuclly means otherwise...

well enuf bout myself....
doubt anyone noes me that well anyway...

i then asked a queastion...
bout relationship...
since qh recommend that queastion lol
she said i still cant let go of my past..you noe who...err wait nvm dun think u noe....
anyway i draw the card again...
guess wad...
i draw the hermit, the world and death again...
the person then said that partly why i could draw the same card out is probably becoz i still cling onto something from the past bah...
cant really really wad the hermit means...
but basically she advice me to let go and move on....
coz i;m a very lucky guy...
coz she say the world is the best card u can draw from the whole deck..
plus me being a libra...
once the changes is complete everything is balanced...
things will come to me...
i actuclly wonder how true is it gonna be/?

come to think of it... even so its accurate...
its actuclly not that scary coz its more like a guidance rather then noeing the future...
oh well....
the past is history, the future is unknown... the present is a gift.... thats why its called the present...

anyway... party till dawn...
really shagg...
thx to jf dad once again.. for sending me home... really appreciate..it =)
shall write till here bahx...
shall go to slp...
zzz juz eaten breakfast... 2-3 eggs...
1 3/4 boiled, 1 1/2boiled and 1 raw....

zzz take care ya all...
and a little side track for a certain someone whome i juz read the blog...
yes trust is fragile, but then trust is a very important thing to haf too...
its not about whether u trust a person or not...
its more like whether the person deserve ur trust?
to me, trust is something one muz build and gain...
i mean even i myself trust a person very easily...
but then only those i noe i can really trust i trust my life wif them,....
nv give up on trust or you'll nv trust again....
which is a terrible thing...
i got a fren whom kinda lost trust in alot of things especially guys....
i think ya noe her too...
but then hopefully she doesn't loses hope too...

anyway take care... and rememebr theres always someone around u whom u can trust...
hmmm whether ya trust me or not doesn;t matter...
but i noe i can trust ya thats wads important to me...

zzz shall go to slp
william

4:20 PM