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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

back to update further

well things been pretty okie lately... after psychoing myself and all...
well no matter how unhappy i get... i shldn't show it... and well trouble those around me...
i shld be the one helping them rather then burdening them...
learn to smile always... whether behind is really smiling or not doesn;t matter...

anyway...
lets see wad happens recently...
well nothing much i guess...
yesterday met up wif a fren of mine..
had dinner then went down to drink...
LOL ya wont belief how much we drank...
it was insane...
well maybe i shldn;t haf drank that much...
lets see i had a flame of glory, frustration, waterfall, B52, and a special mis thats not in the menu...
absinthe red, green and black all together,....
tell u the truth... its poison!!!
it juz burns rite down even without the fire...
i was like in pain when i drink it...
i think that drink almost killed me...

overall... really enjoyed drinking with them...
well i've nv been happier drinking wif anyone...
one day we shdl all go again!!!
but this time i shall control...
woke up today feeling sick... real;ly sick...
i juz lie down there till evening...
feeling a litttle better le...
and guess wad i found out... tml i got VCN lab test!!
die!!!
and i still cant slp...

well yesterday slpt pretty well...
had a couple of dreams...
one was her... well its not really easy to forget someone whos been in ur life no matter how short the time...but had a really big impact in ur life...but still i shld learn to let go..
but i dun wan... argh...nvm leave that till next time...
then after dat got another dream...dreamnt of my fren...whom i went drinkling wif...
lol if i remember correctly i dream of them doing something silly...

well thats about it for yesterday and today...
oh for the pics and video next time send ya all.. =)
i see liao really LMAO!!!

anyway... it really made me feel happy to know that my fren read my blog and well care bout me...
well guys like me are usually put aside...ya noe like no one really cares about de...
nvm i;m a strong person... i can take care of myself even if the world dun care bout me...

oh and some other things...
regarding some people...
whos mind is really selfishly self centred...
its nv nice to snatch another person for ur own sake...
its nv nice to break up a couple whose going so well for so long...
its nv rite to force another person to accept ur feelings...
and to say that u love someone but doing things that are showing other wise...thats juz disgusting...
ya can say all u wan... but thats juz u...
u can claim everything... but still thats juz u...
and one thing for sure... this world aint urs...
so go think thru u bloody idea....
be4 someone knock some sense into u...
if u wan someone juz for the sake of getting someone
or juz wan to physically get someone to break their hearts...
as a fren i'll nv allow that to happen... and if that really happen... u'll regret doing it...
i assure u that...knowing... me i'm nv a violent person... but i'm a person who noes wad needs to be done when things happen...and i give u my word... if u ever harm my frens or people i care about... u'll live to regret for the rest of ur filthy lives...
loving someone is a feeling that u wan that someone to be happy... to accept u willingly and not force them...
even if they dun accept u... when u love someone... it doesn't matter if ur wif them or not... wads important is that u noe they are happy the way things are... and u wish for the best for them...
nv stop loving someone juz becoz they reject being wif u...
they haf their reason... and one muz nv force feelings...
if u cant be there in their lives... then be then with them thru it... be the fren... the best fren... the person whom she can turn to when in need of help... the person whom she can talk to and hang out wif...
well i'm, sure people our age now shld more or less understand things bout such feelings...
so i assume u understand wad i say...

now to my fren...
rememeber nv to put urself in harms way... especially to get back at people...
nv do that...dun do wad others do to u... or u'll juz be the same as them...
ur strong... i'm sure wif all ur frens and family support ya can get thru this obsticle in life...
take care and be strong...
know that u haf someone who cares bout ya here... =)
its always nice to noe there are people out there who thinks bout ya... ur wellbeing and all... whether they are someone in ur life or not doesn't matter...
wad matters is that they truely care bout ya with no motive behind it...

i care bout my frens alot... those who deserve it...
well i dun really haf that many frens... but i'm juz glad to haf those few true frens i met.
they may not be wif me thru out my lives... but least they are wif me now

take good care of urself...
william
forget me not...

7:17 AM

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