-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

dated feb first...well so fast its feb already =P
a few things to take note in the coming days,
lets see exams, test, presentation and report submission, my frens' birthday, a musical play later in the evening today, my other frens birthday actuclly afew frens birthday, but then only mention some that i'm closer wif. oh that reminds me once pass feb, a close fren of mine i leaving for her OSIP(hmmm hope i didnlt say wrong coz diff sch diff name) well even though its juz 5 months, come to think of it its kinda long, but hey dun worry bout us back in sg, when ya left, we'll be awaiting ya return. hopefully while shes gone i still got people to slack wif, to talk to and all that..
hahaz enjoy yaself there, hmmm well tis still quite early to be saying all this... oh well..

okok anyway today went to sch,
lecturer!! boring... but then got tips, but then got one more module teacher haben give tips, and no more his lesson le, he wanna make make up lesson...
oh well for the tips i'll definately be there..
then after sch came back, slack around tampines, actuclly juz sat down at the stairs of the mrt station for awhile listening to music and thinking some things...
while waiting for my fren to meet me for dinner and all..
so off we went eat at fish and co.
oh my aunt was there, though didn't get to see her..
well she called and well was nice to noe she saw me =)
then we head down to coffee bean, slack abit, oh and do some studying...
wahhhh stress man... the mroe i read the more i notice i'm lacking so much behind...
still got time.. time to buck up...
as for my fren.. shes got some test and report dueing really soon...
so there she was filled wif solid concentration and determination =P
reading and taking notes..
well all the best ya, i'm sure ya can do well de =)
oh after that another fren of mine came to meet us =P
sat down relac relac had coffee and chit chat =P
then after that head home le,
well side track, hey while ur gone oversea, well least i still got him to company me go drink LOL opps...

okok thats about it for today...

well some things we talked about
our past life and experiences...
well i wont say mine was good but it wasn;t bad i guess, maybe at some point it was...
but now its all history... all we can do is think, laugh, sadden and regret...
well look at it this way ya, least things are alot better le and i'm sure if u ask urself haf those experiences strengthern u,
LOL oh and one thing i remembered clearly... while talking bout how she got to noe me...
coz well i didn;t noe her that well in sec sch, juz a name...
hmmm its all thx to alcohol LMAO!!!
well long story anyone interested can ask me but doubt any will be...
well some things she say i do haf to agree..
shes one of the few ya can talk bout anything and you'll always get a sensible answer =)
so personally i really enjoy talking to her =P
and of coz drinking LOL but hey hey i control le. LOL serious...

well imagine how things would be if everyone was like her...
then i'd haf lots of frens whom i can click very well le
=X

okok enuff bout that.. =)

well actuclly wanna talk bout some things personal... but i think i will refrain from that today...
since i'm feeling pretty much on the betetr side of things at the moment...
i think i'll end here...

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william

something i used to say alot, love me or hate me for who i am, dun do it base on wad u think i am when u noe nothing of me... even i dun noe myself would u? its time i start to psycho myself wif " A CREED TO LIVE BY" found in my friendster... zzz

though sometimes i still do feel miserable over some things alot of things, but life goes on... i'll juz haf to live wif it..as long as it doesn't harm anyone around me, somethimes i feel i'm actuclly living and achieving for the people around me... still searching for myself...lost soul wondering...

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