-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

dated jan 28th...

today kinda nothing much wanted to wake up early work out... but still body clock spoil... woke up at 4pm..
kinda slp at 4 am
well nvm worked out last nite...
2 set of over-hand grip pull up x10
2 set of under-hand grip pull up x 10
wif 5 min cycle wof 30km/hr(least thats wad i think the lcd say) speed in between..
had some practice of my kicks i used to be so good wif while in competitive sparring..
but due to injury only did the basic..
2 set of front kick x 10
2 set of turning x 10
1 set of prisoner squat x 100
1 set of hmm wad ya call those where u tip toe... x 100
2 set of 40 push up
practice some simple sword work and pole work..
basically all the weapons i learned abit be4.
i miss those days...

okok enuff bout that...
okok i woke up..
went busy myself wif some study, mostly slacking
then after that went out wif parent go taka...
followed sis around looking for the thigns she need for her design thing...
shes growing more to be a designer wif every passing day..
well i'm proud of ya sis...
hopefully ur internship is a success wif that big shot u were talking about..
=)
well ur little bro here.. growing more and more useless le...
hahaz but i'm okie...

then after that head home le...
i always love it to hang out wif close frens or family... i really appreciate such relation..
unlike some people i noe who abuse it, misuse the trust and all that...
well its their life to choose wad they wan =)

well at home... watch tv laugh till stomach ache...
and surprisingly a close fren of mine called...
well noting much ya might say but to me a simple fren call from anyone is a big thing le hahaz..
okok enuff exaggeration..
well talk bout alot of things.. recent things.. past things... fun things... sensible things... etc... i shall save u all the details... and well people de phone call u all dun kpo lah..

well its late send my fren to slp... and i shld try slp too.. be4 i kenna from her or wad LOL

well thats about it i guess for today...
shall look forward to tml..
=)
trying to be pessimistic...
hmmm wrong i mean optimistic

well be4 i go... looking forward to a close fren of mine de birthday...
and well hey i'm sure in the coming years sure will haf at least another time u'll get surprise de...
well this year in the short time cant do much.. hopefully can surprise wif the gift bahx =P
well to me i'm not good wif choosing presents and all... but if i do.. i always make sure its from the heart =P and not juz random gift...
hahaz but rest assure by ur 21 i'll think of sumtin to surprise ya... i give my word...(shall take note)
take care and may all ur troubles fly away...stay happy and gentle(or so u say... JKJK =P dun slaughter me =P)

hmmm well that reminds me... remember new year days at the countdown ya ask me, wads my new year resolution? well i've been thinking and i came up wif a few... 1. move on wif my life or die trying =P, 2. start a running programme, if my back permits me to, 3. lose weight =P and finally to be able to help the people i care about when ever or whereever they may need me =) sounds corny but thats the truth even if is they used me..

words coming from a persons mouth can be from the heart or from the mind...
it would be nice to say it from the heart and process thru the mind...
but to some people they speak thru their mind and filled in words wif reason behind them... reason and motive...
i ask myself, why do such people say such things when they dun mean it.. even we can see it..
remember one muz suffer the consequences of their actions..

hmm i haf a feeling in this coming years... i've gain quite some enermy.. unlikely enermies..
i did nothing and i got hated..
i did something out of goodwill i get hated..
i seem to haf an attraction of hating people ?
a fren scold me for all the things i done... well his rite at least some part...
but still i haf to agree wif my other fren too..
sometimes it makes ya feel worst...
but on the whole i thak all of ya for being there...

take good care of urself all of ya...
love ya =)
william

well be4 i go.. juz wanna say thinking of another close fren of mine too... wonder hows she doing now...
hope she is well.
stay happy always...
and stay happy like last time alrite.. see ya soon

psps i always haf tendancy to think bout the people i care by the end of each day..my bro especially but in his case.. he noes and i noes.. wad i think feel and speak...=) BROS4EVER

10:30 AM