-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

feeling a litle bored... so thus felt like updating a little bout yesterday....

hmmm actuclly also nothing much to update...
woke up... feeling like meaningless...
quite neutral feeling...kinda got used to all that...
oh well spend the day downloading movies and watching movies.
i think i watched a total of 6 movies le...
4 more still downloading...
basically thats bout all...

hmmm todays the 19th of jan...
yesterday was my pri sch fren's birthday..
happy birthday jiali...
hmmm lets see 9 months later de today will be her birthday.. 19th of sept...
hahaz... here i go talking bout her again...
oh nvm...

oh juz remembered sumtin i wanted to say..
while watching those movies...
i watched this movie called sicko..
well its not some gore show or sumtin..
more like an insight to reality..
it talked about healthcare in the US
and compared it to other country..
healthcare in the US is really bad...
ranked 37th in the world...
i mean like there was this person...
dismember 2 fingers...
the doc ask him to choose either reattach the middle finger for 60k
or the ring finger for 12k
how can u put a price tag on a body part...
in other countries.. like canada and france... even england..
even thought their tax is high... but it made sure everyone is taken care of at least in health care...
thats wad they call universal healthcare..
at least in sg... since out tax is low..(dun say ur car tax)
at least.. when ur injured or in need of medical attention..
they make sure ur saved first without considering whether ur rich or poor..
so i advise any body going to the states.. make sure ur insured...
coz medical bills there is really insane
talking bout insured..
in the US insurance is bullshit..
their healthcare worker system is crap..
i mean how can u judge how good a worker is by seeing how much money ya help the company save by denying healthcare to the people..
and here i am thinking the wealthier the country becomes the more it shld take care of its people..
even though some people really really selfishly self centred... and only think of ways to gain benefit but nv contribute..
sometimes i really think even here in sg... people are mostly selfcentred..
no one wans to contribute to the country but they expect to gain everything from it..
i mean like yes taxing sucks.. but then ever considered... if everyone dun pay tax.. how to runt he counrty,..
everyone wans high paying jobs but then they dun wanna work for it..
i noe a fren who insist he wans a 3k a month job juz wif his diploma...and worst a diploma thats mostly very general...
even an A level graduate cant get a 3 k job sometimes not even a degree graduate..
i real;ly hope he will wake up his sense...
if u wanna beat people to sumtin.. make sure u sacriface enuff and work even blood and sweat for it..
for me money is not important... i mean like i require only sufficient and not askinfor too much..
yes i wan to make alot of money so my future family can enjoy life and all..
but that will depends how far i push my career...
i dun wanna become a billionare and live a life worrying the wellbeing and safety of my family...
plus... even though i might not like this country totally..
but since its one of the best counrty to live in..
it provides the people at least the certain standard of living..
i'm more then willing to serve it...
people might think i'm foolish.. but this is wad i belief in..
if i;m wrong about it... then i got myself to blame for me ignorant..
one ay i want to go to france..
i wanna really see is it true that is so beautiful there.. and that living there is better then in sg...
i wont ever noe..

but honestly thinking i think so much about the future.. my future family.. my frens...my career...
but wad if i was never to become anybody at all.. like wad i am now..
juz a mere peon in society..
i really hope thats not true.. though as everyday pass... its becoming more and more..
juz a nobody...
trying to be somebody..
honestly kinda confuse.. fear and worry..
i think i;m feeling more F up then juz now.. i shld stop here...
thinking of her is bad enuf.. though its all undercontrol...
screw it dunw an say anymore le.. juz wanna get back to preparing my lab test..

take care ya all..
william
do to others wad ya wan them to do to ya..
how true is that?

1:23 AM