-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

hey back again...

well todays been pretty okie i guess...
woke up kinda late... slpt on the floor...
they say the hard floor shld help my back... but like no diff...
anyway woke up...
study and played a little game...
then after that evening head out to meet some frens...
meet dalton they all..
had dinner...then after that head down siglap
had a little drink then head back le...

well still i'm kinda troubled bout a fren of mine...
well i noe she is strong and can handle things and all..
well kinda worry even more after i read her blog...
well me usually everyday will drop by her blog and juz read thru and all.
when i'm down and all shes always there when i need people to talk..
she seem to be troubled wif sumtin or someone...
well hope ur alrite, if ur reading this... i think u shld noe who u are..
hmmm next week maybe find a day jio her out for dinner or sumtin...
catch up catch up abit... well even if she dun wanna talk bout wads troubling her its fine..
as a fren we shldn't go poke into peoples business with out their permission.
=)
well ya take care gal.. noe that ur this fren here is always here for ya if ya need ya =)
a fren in need is a fren indeed... i'll remember that always..

anyway... after reading my frens blog..
actuclly made me think thru bout some things..
as in the things they say bout people... did i do anything like that be4...
or i really hope they are not refering to me...
well if i did anything to offend anyone.. i really didn;t mean to...

anyway... some things a fren of mine tot...
bout people and motive...
well in this world.. everything happens for a reason... be it a good one or a bad one...
but of coz... doing something wif a bad intention or motive is nv rite..
some things we do out of goodwill..
people who do things wif motive to hurt or harm a person is juz down rite despicable...
and nv blame urself for being kind and all... and also nv change urself to someone ur not..
being kind and good hearted is a good thing... and its wad makes u special also...
even though there are people who take advantage of that... so ya muz take care of urself alrite...
well as for the part bout putting a mask... it depends on wad kinda mask....
if its a mask to hide its motive to harm a person... then its juz wrong...
some people like myself...prefer to let other see the lighter side of myself and well spare them my troubles and all...hopefully thats not considered putting a mask to harm people...
well i juz dun wan the whole world to see me like that...
well in conclusion its nv good to hide anything... its tiring juz haf to learn to be urself...i;m learning too..

hey anyway... juz wanna say... no matter wad happen, ur who u are, ur special... dun becoz of some idiot who took advantage of wads special bout u, u change urself into someone u are not or someone u dun wanna become...
ur frens are around u supporting u... even if u dun wanna trouble them... noe that in their mind they are thinking and caring bout u, and at least morally supporting u...
i'm sure there are others who are as concern bout ya as i am... juz like u are concern bout them...
take care of yaself ya
=)

learning to be a better men...
william
take care, good nite... catch up some time... hopefully be4 i graduate i can catch up wif everyone i noe...
else i noe i'd sure be forgotten after that...especially the place i;m going...
=)
still looking at the lighter side of things...

10:04 AM