Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
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+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra

Saturday, January 19, 2008

once again... back to update... though i updated once this afternoon... but thats bout yesterday bahx..as in the day be4 yesterday if u consider pass 12 another day le...

anyway...
as usual..
awake in the middle of the nite...
thinking... thinking ...
finished all my things le...
solved my sch work problem le... well one of them..

honestly everyday juz feels the same...
meaningless...living for the sake of living...
not dieing...for the sake of the people around me...
doing things for the sake of getting it done..
i feel trapped...

trapped in my own little world..
cold, dark, alone..
tats some waht wad i feel everynite..
yes yes i noe everyone tells me there are people around me who cares and all.. i noe..
i can see can hear can feel..
but its juz feel so different..
as in its like theres two part of me..
least now its slightly better..
they dun fight among themself..

everything that went thru my head..
each will haf their own opinion of things..
honestly i wonder where can my worthless life be of some value...
wad muz i do...
where muz i go...

even though accepting the fact that ur dead from the start.. really lets ya start working..
but by accepting that fact.. things all become meaningless..
actuclly i dunno... how can anyone noe himself better?
... nvm... this is getting no where..

anyway.. talking bout accepting death...
its very scary to see people around me, my frens and all.. their relatives, my relatives, parents, basically family member passing away..
my condolences and sympathy for all of ya.
but it really makes me appreciate wad haf more..
lets juz not go into this topic...

lets juz stop here...
feeling down bout some things... many things...
or is it?
honestly i dunno wad i feel...
hmmm lets see the rite word to use would be dead...

logging
william

put my worthless life on the line for something i belief and pray its not a lie,
my future is unknown.. but i noe one thing if i do put my life for sumtin thats a lie...
i'll give it all and everything up and go all out somewhere and probably wont make it back...
least its all end there..wif my parents blessing..
lets hope it doesn't go there... to that point, that path..

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