-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

well todays been a pretty exciting day i guess
started by meeting my cca people at 7 at bishan...
damn early... but oh well i couldn;t slp so yea...
brought alot of weapons with me...
dun worry not going to a fight...
more like a massive photoshoot

anyway... it was nice to see alot of old faces again...
alot of funny things happened...
cant wait for the pics to be up
..
afternoon went back...
rest till evening...
wanted to head down for a drink at eski but then decided to meet my fren then head clark quey
well today something slightly different a classmate of mine came...
i hereby welcome becuzz(yingwei)
well she was abit unhappy so i kinda ask her out relac relac...
we eat coffee club
then went clinic
there i recieved an sms from a close fren of mine..
she ask where am i..
well she wanted some company..
so i head down boat quey wif my becuzz
there spend some time talking to everyone..
had some drinks there...
didn't really had much... really...
i had a B52 shot and absinthe black...
thats all...
well i had jager bomb at clinic..
well some things i discovered...
my fren...her bf kinda paranoid with wad she do...
i mean how can u stop a person from doing something she enjoy?
dun get it but well as an outsider i cant decide much...
more like give my support bahx..
so at eski one side was trying to enjoy herself since bf not around..(and mind u... shes sick... really think she shld rest more...get well soon ya) and the other side...was upset wif some things...
both also partly bf/ex bf thingy...
i sit there try to be positie also... like kenna influence...
but was holding well i think...
after that i head back clark quey alone after sending becuzz to the mrt...
she change her mind about joining me and my frens at mos
was abit sian diao...
but oh well... if that makes her feel better why not...
went mos... met some of mich frens...
dance move around...
got lost...
well enjoy abit and wasn't in a very good mood towards the end bahx...
kept thinking of sumtin...
there i had 2 terquila wif tebasco shots
well ton there... till morning...
and ck made us walk along long way home...
zzz fed up me and xanthe cab back...

a little things to write base on today...
today i got scolded by someone who i think dun fully noe the things thats going on...
and also pls be4 u scold people pls think thru ur words properly...
i got lost becoz of the crowd... not i sian zha bo...
anyway... how can u say i'm the kind who dun listen to wad people tell me...
okie honestly my frens who actuclly read here...
i really wanna noe... wad ya think....
am i really such a troublesome person and i dun listen?
pls let me noe...
yes sometimes i really do drink alot...
but its not to drown sorrow...
well partly maybe,.. but ...i drink for enjoyment...
okie i mean i noe its not good...
i'm cutting it down...
some things he said juz really made me feel like... ur jumping too fast into conclusion...
nvm that... i noe he did it becoz he cares bah...

to someone....even though she dun read here...
hey though its juz been a few days...
i noe the pain is really painful...
but hey ya got to be strong and stay together...
as a fren i'm always here to give u support...
call on me anyime ya need help ya...
well not true ur frens dun care...
honestly ur IPD i damn worried for few days liao...
now i also worry bout ya sia...

to my close fren shuhui
well as an outsider.. i dun haf the rite to say anything regarding u and ur bf...
plus i dunno things totally... and i shall not judge...
but i juz wanna say..
try to look after ur own happiness...
be urself...
if really for the sake of him ya haf to change... though i feel not worth it...
its up to ya...
i'd hope ya always be happy and live life without regrets =)
and of coz dun becoz of bf force to abandon or forget close frens ya...
if ya bf so worried bout me being another guy... i'll be more then glad to solve that fear... coz forst i dun destroy peoples relationships be it i haf feelings or not for the person...
2nd... i will always respect the decision made by my frens... wad ever they choose i wont say a 2nd word...they choose to give up some things for the sake of both side... i'll stand by their decision...

anyway for now pls take care of urself ya...
stay happy always...

to my very special fren..
well i noe i promised not to drink so much today...
had a little bit more then wad i shld haf... but i nv overdose myself...
hope ya wont mind it
well been thinking bout wadever ya told me...
i really wanna thank ya
well ya sort of enlighten me on some things le...
though things wont change immediately...
i'm confident things will improve...

a little side not for myself...
pls find a way to solve this back problem...
and also read up on VCN lab...
IPD also...
be more optimistic...

for today i shall not wrote wadever i felt...when i was moody at the end of the day...
juz try to forget it...

to all my frens take care ya all =)
miss ya all lotz... pls hang out soon
william
thinking still abit screw up... haiz... nvm...

3:12 PM