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Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Friday, February 15, 2008

back to whine bout my miserable life...
well todays issue we cover the exciting day of 15th of Feb..
started wif me cant slp till 8 in the morning.. took a short nap and then pack my things and out i went wif my parents.
pick up my sis to go holland village
shes gonna sign her internship there with some rather famouse person in the design world..
giving up her slot in Arizona..
well after that i went all the way to old tampines road there at around covent mrt..
=P been o long sinc ei came here..
this time round..
i bought 2 jack daniels, 1 Ice Wine, 1 grey goose vodka and 2 mini remi martin for my mum(she kinda like the small small miniture de)
guess how much was it?
259 dollars
well sounds like opening 1 or 2 in the pup rite?
well told ya i got my place to find such things..
next round i'm targeting the whole set of johnny walker(red,green, black, gold and last but not least blue) well something i learn.. technically the color represent the color of the drink.. its rather true..
talking bout that.. guess how much is a absolute disco case only cost?
lol my bro bought me at around 39 in duty free.. i think... if i not wrong..
now that its not in production anymore and its last year de thing le, the case itself is worth 100 sing...
my god!
lol okok back to topic, after getting all the johnny walker, i'm aimming for all the additional things like rum, gin, triple sec, bols... and well after that i guess i can start making cocktails once i get all the glass...

zz i noe i noe ya all say i alcoholic.. but wadever...

well after that i went to meet north and becozz(janice?)
met them at suntec coffeebean... opps wrong.. it was star bucks...
but i walk the whole suntec theres 3 starbucks...
LOL
ok we had lunch at hong kong cafe.. then head to coffee bean study abit.. but mostly talk bout our miserable love lifes and wad happen in poly.. LOL well its gonna become a trilogy soon LOL
okok stayed there all the way till 11 plus and then walk around then decided watch movie.. watched jumper.. rather interesting nice show.. imagine ur traditional witch hunt wif a twist..
pretty nice show to watch.. if only i could jump as well jump as in teleport...
i'll jump out of my miserable lowlife...

then ate at makan sultra then sat at the riverside.. talk bout our miserable love life again..
then walked around.. and vice versa...
well thru out.. at most point.. i felt a little extra though yes yes theres nothing going on between them...
juz well the topic they haf in common i kinda not up to their standard LOL
and well maybe its juz my voice.. everytime or most time i talked i seem to be ignored...
well doesn;t matter.. =P least all in all it was rather okie..
ya noe i shld juz shut up and listen.. i listen better then i talk...
i open my mouth nothing good comes out...

well sadly even though i said yesterday it was the last day i whine bout all this,.. i still did today..
hahaz it sux having to remember things...
oh well life goes on...
at some point.. i really wanted to juz find people to talk but then i cant get any.. the people that come to mind.. while i feel bad or some other reason i felt like i shldn;t pester them..

its juz so unfair sometimes.. life..
oh well i guess my lifes like that..
everypassing day, my life affect that major decision i'm gonna make soon in the coming years... even though might seem far.. but hey yesterday iw as a baby and look at me now...
if i am to be a provider and live a lonely life.. might as well bring it to the global level..
to all of u who hang in the mouth the life and career of a soldier..
is a career of no future.. yes i understand.. ya migth say ya earn more.. ya dun need people with experience wif guns in the working world..
but when the comfortable world u live in crumbles to crisis..
dun whine to them asking them to save u...
not everyone live life for cash...
some live for power, some live for thrill.. some live for the sake of living and some for a greater cause...
so if i choose to soldier my life away... i expect u to respect that decision and shut ur gap...
one day when it is u who hang in the balance..
dun pray to wadever god u belief to ask him to save u.. coz it was u who took life for granted...
to those sons of bitches(my apology but i juz feel its suitable in this context) who think they rule other peopels life... who thinks their tots is those of them around them..who dominate others and think it was their rite... well guess wad i for one detest people like u... if i catch u doing harm to the people i care about pray hard i dun break ur fithy being to simple substance...wad ever u think ur rite.. in ur sick little mind.. u better think twice and think thru be4 u do something to anyone...u noe deep inside wad u did.. and u will i swear on it live with it for the rest of ur fithy life...god haf mercy on ur soul...

as for me i paid my price.. and i will accept the consequences in time to come.. and god shall haf no mercy for me for i see myself in the fires of hell...repent and u are saved? i beg to differ... i belief for one.. that when one repent it doesn't take the consequence and guilt away.. it juz lighten ur heart and u will still suffer for ur actions.. but accepting it with no regrets...

so think thru be4 doing wadever u think ur gonna do...i'm watching u...
touch the people i cared about and u will regret ur born...

take care
logging william...

2:51 PM