-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

lalalala 3.10pm
3 hours 10 min into valentines day,
a day where couples go out and haf the sweetest day..
where the guys find the gers of their dream,
the gers getting pampered wif flowers and gift.
lots of movie dates,
dinner dates..
basically a rather excitement filled day.
not forget ur frens too..
but well in most case frens are wif bf and gf..

honestly nothing personal..
i kinda dread this day..
but although i love the idea of sweet young love..
but well its more of a love hate thing..
the thing i love most is the thing i hated most..
well lets see wads my programme for today...
trn a blind eye to the world,
go to sch sudy my ass off..
and probably go drink my liver dead..
well a classmate of mine told me this..
he hates only this years valentines day..
well hsi nv attach or wad, but then i kinda still figuring out why..
wad else...hmmm
basically nothing much bahx...

well to all u gers out there.. may u get lots of flowers today =)
and well everyone juz try and cherish the moment and the people...
take a while off ur sweet romanic time and juz spend a little time and remember all ur frens.

i guess i'll end here...
honestly i'm kinda miserable the position i'm in...
hating somthing and at the same time telling myself not to..
ya noe one day i juz sit there and coast out the world.. and well the world goes on unoticed..
suddenly something pop up... someones asking me a problem, or a favour basically wad i can give..
but hey i'm not trying to say everyone is ingrate or wad...
and it would be selfish of me to keep everyone by me rite..
everyones got their own life...
i'm still searching mine..
but honestly it does make me feel alot better noeing i could help the peo[ple around me...
least someone as useless as i am could be of some use.. thats something to be happy about.
well i guess this is the path i walk the path i chose..
forge ahead for my future for myself and myself only...
grateful in noeing the people on the way.. cherish and remembering them...
well i haf a blurred vision of where i'll end up in the next 10 years and 20 years..
not exectly a happy sight but at least its not a horrible one..

logging..
william
Love is Friendship set on Fire....
how true is that.. that spark to fire up a emotion so strong that it binds people together...
however if it didn't go well.. it would burn everything u ever build it on...

11:09 AM