-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

4 int he morning 2nd post of the day...
i'm feeling so damn....i dunno
too mix a feeling i dun even noe wad i feeling...
i feel anger, i feel miserable... i feel... alot of feelings...

why do damn idiots/fuckers exist int his world..
to make the life of the innocent the life of others... miserable...
do u feel joy in doing so?
first u wan to take the most dearest thing from the person...
then u demand her affections...
next u do things against ur words.. which goes to show ur motive..
followed by ur fithy actions...des[picable...
and then u treat it like nothing happen...
and wad...
u think ur gonna get away thru out ur life..
well guess again...
with those no matter how much u change to a better man...
ur will always be wad u are in histiory...
u ruined ur own life.. wif ur actions and the consequences that comes wif it...
wads worst u bring others down wif u?
i despise u... hate u... i dun care wad people say about u being a fren...
but ur actions juz goes to show u are no fren of mine...
i give u my word ur life wont be good...
u will suffer...the consequences of ur action...
repent now... and STOP making peoples life miserable...
be4 i really go insane as to by pass the person objection....
though i noe its wrong to do...
i haf no rite to make the choice for them...
no rite to make matter worst...
wad i can do.. is be there for the person...
help her overcome... help her prevent...

i pray u wake up from ur psychopathic world into the facts of the real world..
i pray that god haf mercy on ur soul for u haf put urself in the pits of hell... by ur actions...
yes i dun belief in religion...all my actions is base on right and wrong..
but still all i noe is ur wrong...wads the use...all i can do is juz vant all my anger here

is that wrong? well i feel for the people i care about...
i wish i could be there for them always...
i wish i could be the one who suffer not them...
is that wrong?
i treasure these people...
when they come to harm...
i feel their hurt...
yes u may say i noe nothing of it...
but all i say is i wish i could do sumtin... to prevent to ease... to replace...
well i hope even if after ya read this ya will still let me noe wad ya been thru if anything happen...
and no u are not a burden...
we as ur frens are the shield around u..
well do to others wad u wan others to do to u....
well not that i expect.. but i noe i feel that ya will feel the same for ur fren if the same thing happen to them...

to my dear fren...
i really pray/hope/wish... u are well...
though ya may say u are.. but i noe dep inside u feel otherwise...
u are strong i shall not deny...
that is ur strength and ur weakness...
words cant describe wad ya been thru...
but noe that we'll always be here for u alrite...
i give u my word i wont allow this to ever happen again...
and if u ever allow me to i'll put myself in the line of fire to settle this for u once and for all...
take care alrite...
seriously.... take care..
ya migth think that i think too much...
or wad.. but well i;m not exectly good with words... but thats more or less wad i feel....
wish for ur happiness, may u stya happy always, and always protected from all this harm ever...
take care alrite...
i dunno wad to say... but ya noe how i think and feel alrite... i;m sure u do...

ur fren always
william

12:10 PM