Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

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+ 08/10/1989
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

well today not exectly in the best of moods...
once again.. i felt kinda hmmm how shld i put it? alone?
like that kinda i'm not up to everyones expectation around me kinda feeling..
like everyone looks at me with their opinion and all...
honestly i really like to juz get in close to noe people and all..
but juz someth=imes ya looka t them.. and ya juz feel like wads this person thinking of me...
like i;m below them or sumtin...
am i?
hmmmm... i noe i'm not..
juz a feeling bahx...
kinda like wad i say to my fren..
its like a fear...
something that happened be4, that kinda made an impact...
that the aftereffect still stays on...
hahaz i guess i haf to learn to overcome it...
well today in office i look into my windows messenger...
and well i got so many contacts but yet none or only some i could talk to....
some ya talk to them... they juz give u the i dun wanna talk to u feeling..
well i guess i'm the kind who needs to socialise..
i talk to people... though afraid that i'd be judge...
but i really dun like it when u made the effort to communicate.. and keeping in contact and the other person juz give u the kind of reply that make u dunno wad to say no more..
honestly i talk to people i'd think back bout the things we been thru.. u noe like cherish the moments... but then sometimes.. niot everyone is like that i guess..

oh well i guess different people react differently...
today did nothing much also...
learned abit bout ASA, and some stuff...
tml will got alot of thigns to do...
and i expect alot of onsite to come

oh well.. we'll see how tml bahx... i;m sure i;d feel alot better
and well dun worry.. i;m not upset or wad .. these are juz some things i feel bahx.. then i juz write them out to get them out of my head...
=) gonna slp soon... surprise? hahaz

hmmm yesterday my dear fren left for china.. and today i already missed her... lol cant sms her or wad hmmm i wonder hows she doing hahaz...

i guess i better get going now.. nothing much also...

logging,
william
...juz be urself...

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