-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

update update....

things been ok ok....
not good not bad...
as for work wise...
work is pretty okie... also...
juz.. kinda getting abit sian of it...
really tired too...
nvm 3 more month!! it'll be over soon....

lets start wif yesterday...
went over frens 21st birthday... chalet.. close to 70 people..
rather grand birthday..
it was pretty fun and all..
at some point i kinda had some change in mood...
but aint really that obvious.. so thats a good thing.. dun wan to ruin anything for anyone at an occasion like tis...
drank abit.. rather alot actuclly but then compared tot he rest is a bit le...
even one whole mouthfl of black label once...

then went cine eat.. then walk around do crazy things and head home...

today damn tired....
still is.... haiz sian.. at the moment.. abit moody again...

honestly been really bad on the mood lately.. really.. bad...
see things happening before.. happening on me... and stuff like that.. made me juz feel like crap...
getting ignored... getting put aside...
the feeling juz sux..
honestly i feel like the least important person alife... although i noe there are people who cares about me... least i hope...
haiz.. nvm.. lets juz avoid this topic totally....
i nv seem to be able to relate this to anyone at all anyway...

anyway....
been starting to talk to my dear fren over the phone and all that.. really happy =0
finally noe how to call her le...
its really nice to hear from ehr again...
really really missed her alotz...
hopes shes well there... =) will wait eagerly for ur return....
hahaz no haf u here.. feels like missing something in singapore...
hahaz no more supper no more sinful cakes and dessert... lol
hoenstly now a days everytime i eat dessert.. u the first thing that came to my mind....
then i'll start smiling like mad liddat... well i guess simple things become more precious when the person aint around... so people do learn to appreciate the person when they are around hahaz...
hmmm now a days even drinking also think about ya lol... ya like my drinking khaki liao.. =P
now go drink like no one go wif me or no feeling or wad...
but anyway also been busy wif work and all...
work.. plus all this emotional thingy going on... draining me like nuts... tired argh... aarrgghhh
hahaz when ya come back lets go sing k(i shall go learn more song till ya comes back LOL), drink(flaming lamboghini, waterfall, absinthe, cosmopolitian), play mahjiong(lol muz teach me all the tai and all that.. still abit blur)

well got alot of thing wanna tell u about.. good things bad things.. but then like ya not around hard to say.. hahaz also dun wan give ya burden with all my things hahaz... ya muz take care of urself there, and dun worry bout me alrite.. no matter wad i will make sure i'm in one piece de.. wont let all those tot of putting myself in harms way get to me de =P

k lah i think i wirte till here le...

miss ya lotz...come back fast fast alrite...!!!

william
(hmmm followed ur advice of talking to ya thru my blog LOL)

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