Friday, October 24, 2008

juz reach home a while ago. wahh this week is burn mola till pocket really light.
oh well..
after school went to meet derrick and javier at queensway, then later go meet my polymates at central. as usual, meet at 8 dun be punctual, i was there at 8.03pm waited till almost 9. but aiya used to it le.
eat bak guk teh, at a place although food is not bad i juz kinda dun like that location hahahaz i got my reason.

next we went to drink abit, well it was while waiting for mind cafe slot. weird thing is... i didn;t noe cosmopolitan was pink in color. =P wake had a barcadi151 shot. pro!

went to play board game, played fish eat fish then later play ticket for rides or sumtin... really interesting game. enjoyed myself but end up reaching home ijn the morning...

die later got bike road revision and practical 8. i muz be crazy. no confident for pract 8(evaluation) i still liddat hahahaz wish me all the best tml please! =) i pray for the best.

ytd the most amazing thing happen, a fren of mine who once told me a list of things he wont get or do which in time when he met up with something that happen to everyone in life he changed. well it was for the better. he even had the courage to go sing with us =) good job! glad u enjoyed urself i sure did!

anyway if ur reading i juz wanna say, well shit happens to everyone. u learn to cope with it fast thats a good thing but dun let it run ur head or u'll be doing some really shitty things without even noeing or meaning it. i been thru some shit myself, although yes i wish things was different, but it cant be changed, so wad can we do.. aka LAN LAN... well =) juz haf to put it aside and try not to let it affect u and do other things bah, like say make more frens? get to noe ur frens more. or simply slowly let it die down. although yes its almost say hard to let it be. but it got to be done =)
i can do it so can u.
at times i really feel shitty, ask all the why and what if. but thats juz me mood swinging bah. hope u are well. i will try to always remind myself that sometimes things aint wad i think it is or will be .

i got to go, will write more soon.

william.

1:15 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

2nd week of the new and last or final semester before shipping off to a life of uniform, water and ship, not to mention the discipline and increased emphasis on the chain of command etc... well might be a good thing might not. god noes =P

anyway, its been a while. lately been doing nothing much of interest, beside all the working out, except the last few days. hmmm think i strain my right biceps again.. GREAT... haiz.. sianz hahaha..

ooo also here some new addition to the things i always bring around with me everywhere i go. =D
something that burn a hole in my pocket. but i'd say its a worthy investment. once u get poison by it u'll wan more!!! its juz a simple earpiece thats 499 SGD, yes it cost a bomb.. but be4 u say a thing, juz pop it in ur ears and u'll change ur mind. its more than fantastic. throw all ur sony, panasonic and most of even ur creative into the bin. try closing ur eyes and juz listen. be4 u start playing anything, the sound of peace and quiet, isolation from the outside. hit the play button, depend on the genre u playing, imagine the crystal clear sound so clear and specific that one sound and u can tell wad is the person playing, no more jumble up rock music that sound like noise. imagine hearing a guitar sound so crisp that u tot u heard the person strum and it sounds like his around u.
without further a do, heres my newest prize possession, the Ultimate Ears TripleFi 10 pro.
its a triple driver earpiece that is top of its range (not comparing with their customFi)
well customFi is out of my league. imagine 1150USD for a earpiece. =D well again be4 u say a word hear it first then talk. i wouldn;t wanna hear, and get poison by it muhahaha..

specis wise for my earpiece check out their website. heres some pics from their web.
UE TripleFi 10 Pro with Case

Close up =)

hahz while uploading the pictures i came across some old photos of fond memories =)
really miss those days when we were considered innocent and naive. at that time we nv tot of anything but the coming holidays and such hahaha... the the blessing of being a kid
as we grow, we learn and the more we noe the more we face reality and the more burden is carried on our shoulders. i guess the more freedom we get the more responsibility we carry.

somethings cant be changed no matter how we wan it to be....

juz haf to accept that fact.

life aint fair.

watcha gonna do bout it?

hmmm looking for companion to work play train tgt hahaha. anyone interested? LOL
kinda sounds like advertising myself =P remember send in ur application form with photo, and other information =P juz kidding.

william

9:11 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

the good thing about not updating is that soon enuff people will think this place is dead and well come here less often thus i can put more of my own tots rather than worrying others miintepreting them.

anyway its really late now and i got sch tml.
the last day of my long holiday was spent pretty well with my polys pals =)
celebrate my bdae although belated.

anyway this year. birthday wise, its slightly different than the usual.
normally it would juz be another day or another crappy day. but this year, i recieved the weirdest wishes, and for some reason i seem to wait alot for alot of people. plus my poly mates celebrated for me. =)

well some things of interest, nor forgot even though i hint him juz for fun, zw wish me happy birthday and may i slim down or sumtin around that. my sis bought me 3 canes of tuna with ribbons on them as cakes. i waited for hours for some of my frens, hahaz dun worry, i;m not mad or wad. and its not juz u =)

on the day of my birthday my dear fren and her bf had a pretty nice dinner with me at brewrks
but sadly the steak was disappointing, but not the salad. we also tried the fruity flavoured beer.
after that we head down to a place of old memories for me. eski bar. hahaz the people there cant forget me, i cant never forget them.(blame it on doing the most ridiculous things there and worst, for the first time in mankind history, hitting a car, not the other way around, and got my own face bloodied followed by being drag around in a rubbish chute.
hahaz those were the days.

then ytd sat to be exect, went out to celebrate with my bros from sec sch. well starting i waited pretty long for javier but oh well, next we waited for ben who walk from the mrt station to cine took almost 40 min, we got my bro arif and his gf, ben and his gf, me and derrick and javier. had dinner at hong kong cafe, had my membership there got a free bottle of wine, and talking bout that, my bro got me baileys! =) thx man!
next we went to watch eagle eye, pretty exciting show =) worth watching.
then we ehad home after.

the next day,... btw i didn;t slp. i went off to meet my poly mates,
met rh, around 11.30, surprisingly no one was around beside him.
wad happen to 10-11 LOL opps forgot to add the "try not to be punctual hahaz"
anyway we rotted a whole 4 hours hahaz finally got to sentosa and the gals arrive.
we had alot of fun in the sea, showered and head for dinner at marche.
dinner was great and the surprise that was installed for me and zw was even greater, i nv felt so celebrated all my life. and we got prezzy!! my very first mp3 player =D thx people! loves ya all lots.

me and zw decided to give everyone a treat and was met with a brutal opposition from the gals LOL
but oh well in the end we got the upper hand i took the money, and got zw to bank back to liying hahaz.

anyway i really enjoyed myself =D lets hang out again soon alrite!

tml is first day of sch after a long time.
i look forward!

today i shall set aside all my other emotional feelings and leave it as it is. happy and touched.

take care people.

11:51 AM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

i moved on......





life is indeed really short really fast. Before u know it, u are graduating, u are working, serving time, dieing. one can only look back the past and laugh,cry,anger the times that we had in our life.
i for one hold onto my past very deep very tight. cherish the time, regret the mistakes and missing the people. but one muz always look forward too. i think its a matter of wad u learn at the end of ur journey.

anyway alittle thing about today be4 i back track.
at the moment i suddenly feel that i let go and moved on. the flash back of certain offending conversation with some people, the inner tots of the people around me, hear the feelings that going thru my dear fren. i suddenly saw myself. the things i did, i said, i felt. but there is a difference now. now i see myself from the outside. not feeling anything. haf i truely moved on? hahaz i hope i did =D

well yea yea i do feel alone sometimes, empty.. but then least certain things are gone.
plus some recent events made me realise even more that tiem is moving and not waiting.

tuesday i touch down singapore at 4 am. left house again early morning.
went down to changi naval base, to submit my results. met some of my navy frens, next we went down to cmpb for a dialouge session. there i ehar the same old story.. and some good news and bad. good news more money. bad news. my enlistment date is so soon. and also failing ippt more than once will deduct pay. oh well.. all the more i shld do better.

well as for taiwan trip. there are way too many things i wanna say le. especially about singaporean and their people.. we shld really learn some things from them.!

anyway to my dear friend. please dun drink so much okie. do take good care of urself. letting urself like that is so not like u, kinda makes me worry. life gets rough sometimes, but u'v pull thru so much already, dun give up now. u noe ya always got me looking out for ya rite =)



sometimes even when one moved on, he is meet with more obsticle. finally falling for another, but that another is still stuck with the past. juz like he once was. the whole cycle juz keeps going, there will always be a heartbreaker, a victim and someone who wan to be the better man or woman. love can bring about great change, but it also sometimes bring about great pain. its a wonderful thing but it is also a blind cruel thing. there are alot of way to perceive it. i look forward to it with utmost hope =) please dun let me down. to those around me. dun give up alrite. u might feel miserable, lost, but there will always be a path to walk, there is no such thing call no place left to go. u will always haf someone who thinks about u, cares about u. loves u and care for u. juz haf to open up to them. for they are yearning for u to open up to them. sometimes life gets pretty unexpected.
well thats all i wanna say for now =)

peace out

9:54 AM

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