-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Thursday, October 02, 2008
i moved on......
life is indeed really short really fast. Before u know it, u are graduating, u are working, serving time, dieing. one can only look back the past and laugh,cry,anger the times that we had in our life.
i for one hold onto my past very deep very tight. cherish the time, regret the mistakes and missing the people. but one muz always look forward too. i think its a matter of wad u learn at the end of ur journey.
anyway alittle thing about today be4 i back track.
at the moment i suddenly feel that i let go and moved on. the flash back of certain offending conversation with some people, the inner tots of the people around me, hear the feelings that going thru my dear fren. i suddenly saw myself. the things i did, i said, i felt. but there is a difference now. now i see myself from the outside. not feeling anything. haf i truely moved on? hahaz i hope i did =D
well yea yea i do feel alone sometimes, empty.. but then least certain things are gone.
plus some recent events made me realise even more that tiem is moving and not waiting.
tuesday i touch down singapore at 4 am. left house again early morning.
went down to changi naval base, to submit my results. met some of my navy frens, next we went down to cmpb for a dialouge session. there i ehar the same old story.. and some good news and bad. good news more money. bad news. my enlistment date is so soon. and also failing ippt more than once will deduct pay. oh well.. all the more i shld do better.
well as for taiwan trip. there are way too many things i wanna say le. especially about singaporean and their people.. we shld really learn some things from them.!
anyway to my dear friend. please dun drink so much okie. do take good care of urself. letting urself like that is so not like u, kinda makes me worry. life gets rough sometimes, but u'v pull thru so much already, dun give up now. u noe ya always got me looking out for ya rite =)
sometimes even when one moved on, he is meet with more obsticle. finally falling for another, but that another is still stuck with the past. juz like he once was. the whole cycle juz keeps going, there will always be a heartbreaker, a victim and someone who wan to be the better man or woman. love can bring about great change, but it also sometimes bring about great pain. its a wonderful thing but it is also a blind cruel thing. there are alot of way to perceive it. i look forward to it with utmost hope =) please dun let me down. to those around me. dun give up alrite. u might feel miserable, lost, but there will always be a path to walk, there is no such thing call no place left to go. u will always haf someone who thinks about u, cares about u. loves u and care for u. juz haf to open up to them. for they are yearning for u to open up to them. sometimes life gets pretty unexpected.
well thats all i wanna say for now =)
peace out
9:54 AM
