-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Saturday, April 04, 2009
back again, 1 more week to go be4 bmt start, be4 ptp end.
honestly i think i've improved alot after being inside for juz 3 weeks.
looking forward to the things that are coming.
ya noe, alot of times i really get sick of the regimantal life inside,
but i tell myself, it was my choice, it was wad i wanted, it still is, i'm gonna suck it up and take it like a man... i'm very glad for my csm to give us those motivational talk, my sergeants for pushing us to the limits and at times treat us nicely and motivating us to move on. i think without those things, i would haf gone mad LOL
well lifes been pretty tough, though some might say its tougher else where, but i guess how tough life is depend on oneself, how oneself perceive it. for em, its tough, but manageable. or ya can say, its nothing i cant handle =)
well while inside i tried many things, many role, i think i performed them quite well,
i'm the loudest person in my company, no one can drown my timing when i'm timer, while i can drown the person giving command LOL, i tried the role of a division IC, leading a small amount of men, even tried my hands at company IC, leading everyone.
at times i really hate the pressure, but thinking back, hmm it was nothing. maybe juz the counting strength part abit headache..
there i learn to manage between being strict and being nice. got to balance it to gain the respect of the people following you. too strict they'll rebel and go against ya, too nice they dun follow.
the things i miss the most inside, is probably my family, frens, my freedom(well not really unless you call wasting time slacking around, freedom) but i guess now i nv regret joining. =) piece of advice to ya guys out there, really go train, or u'll really suffer. =)
3:35 AM