-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.

Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

050509 Tuesday

Today is Navy Day, so we get to booked out around 1200h, in the morning,things were pretty relax, everyone was busy with things, while we recruits won't involve in anything. well its not exactly a bad thing but then, i kinda wonder its the navy day and we are also part of the navy although we have not finish our BMT. In the afternoon, there were suppose to be games, by the time we march there it was almost halfway. Best thing, we got to stand there by the side watching, luckily they allowed us to sit later on, after not long we were asked to march back, they wanted to let us out earlier. woohoo...honestly lately mood hasn't been very good. alot of things kinda irritated me, some people really pisses me off. i really hate people who comment so much and complain so much but is incapable of doing things. they say it like as if things are so easily done, but when asked to do it or take charge all their balls dropped. and when forced to do things, they do it like crap. hoenstly its becoz of them i got saw throat every fucking week. losing my voice everyday. i wake up every morning with a throat so dry so painful. yes i noe i have the experience to lead to time to do things, but hey i'm human, everyone is human, i cant sustain it 24/7 for everyday....only people who been in the IC position understands wad i'm saying... so if any of u here is reading... if u dun wanna take charge, least u can do is make it a little easier for the people taking charge, do things quietly and properly and not forgetting fast. if u think theres a better way to do things, suggest it up nicely. not swear at the person in front.!

enuff with that...

today although booked up, i end up being alone again. well cant blame anyone though, its a weekday and everyone is working. but it kinda sucks.. =P damn man sometime i really wish i got someone to be by my side when i need them, someone who thinks about me not only when they need me. maybe i juz need some company.. lately my dear fren also been a little strange, i wonder is she alrite? well dunno why, but when i called her, i hear her, i can tell shes like super tired, sounds like not juz physically tired but like troubled by things. i hope things work out, and if ya need i'll be here for ya alrite. dun worry bout troubling me alrite, wad are frens for rite, plus to me ur somewhat an important fren to me, so ur problems is my problems okie. last but not least dun overwork urself okie, knowing ya, when ur stressed out, bored or even troubled u tend to juz chiong work. we shld go haf coffee or sumtin or even dessert! its been a long while. well even though i'm in camp, i do spend some time and tot thinking bout my frens. be it they do the same for me or not =D thats juz me.

talking bout frens i wonder hows my poly mates doing. kinda miss them already. 3 years of close proximity, now suddenly i'm like so far from them. i miss those days when we fight, haf fun or even game tgt. dun forget me guys, we shld hang out sometimes in the weekend alrite! F6 plus the gals =)

gonna cherish the last few hours here relax in aircon and music, now listening to love story by taylor swift. gonna go study for basic trainfire package later. for tml paper.

gonna end here.
feeling damn lonely... =S
william.

3:25 AM