-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Thursday, June 18, 2009
block leave.....
now its going friday already time flies when ur relax....
been jam packing my whole week lol
like partying with frens and all that.
talking bout party...
wed nite ladies nite,
was kinda forced to go powerhouse...
but okie lah did enjoy myself, free entry LOL
there i also saw this really really cute gal.
got the sweetest smile.
she was with a couple of frens.
i looked at her, she smiled, i smiled and that kept going on till her frens tot i crazy.
then one part when she walk passed me i kinda approach her and whisper to her ears shes cute. omg then she gave this really sweet smile.
hahaz.
but the sad part. didn't got her number. shld haf ask when i had the chance.. haiz sadded...
oh well i guess maybe next time?
11:07 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
130609 Saturday
POP day!~
Honestly i never taught this day would come. I remember the day when i enlist into BMT in IMOS on 130409. When i enlisted, it was 3 days to the previous batch (04/08) POP day, on their POP day i sat there at the gallery watching as they paraded down the parade square and end it with the throwing of their beret. That day i asked myself, when will it be my turn although i know its juz a mere 3 months be4 its my turn. 3 months in BMT, been thru blood and sweat from a selfish self centered company to a BMT 01/09 that incorporate "HIT" (honor, integrity and TEAMWORK). According to some, we'r the ones that made everyone proud setting the standard. our 3 months here we achieved so much to show case to the rest of TRACOM. although there were times when we failed and crash and burn, from bad to worst. but many thanks to our instructors for not giving up on us no matter how much crap we put them thru and also for protecting us when we screw up.
Today, we all woke up all excited to put up a good show for an event that was going to be once in our lifetime, the event that we probably gonna remember for many years down the road. siting at the victory hall waiting for all the guest and loved ones to settle down was the most agitated moment. everyone was afraid of screwing up everyone wants to put a good show. why is that so?
Because days be4 POP, we kept screwing up so badly that we failing the vatting by our 2 IC. it was so bad that they we'r thinking about cancelling all the extra things.everyone was in an all time low but our teamwork pulled thru. we all worked hard and we actuclly succeeded. looking at the videos my parent took. i myself am amaze that we actuclly performed so close to perfection.
the drill team, the most stress team i'd say. by the end of our performance, my sgt in charge was jumping with joy. we did the impossible and made it all happen.
a little flashback regarding the drill team.
originally selected based on drill proficiency test results, however with some opting out we had to mix others into the group. started out slow, couldn't do most of the things slowly working tgt. challenging ourself with harder and harder formations and moves. doing things that the other batch failed to do. we stressed till the very last day deciding the music and pace to work with. settled with 2 groupd march in criss cross cutting down our rifles juz nice be4 smacking into each other, and some static drills followed by a marching move that is quite hard especially when in such short time. most people would march in a single file or a cross. we chose to march in a "Y" formation. Now u may say its easy, but in a Y formation, u cant see or guage the person or dressing around u thus having to trust each other and one mind and one move to get it thru. ending we march into 2 file facing eaching other doing a waved like sequence throwing our rifles and doing drilles ending juz nice with every pair shooting up their rifles, spin it down and back up. we wanted a fancy ending but my sgt said this" if all those u do it with perfection, a simple march off the audience would already go crazy without all the extra ending. and guess wad? he was right! I'm so proud of my drill team, unofficially the wonderboys.
now more flashback about the moments in BMT that i rmrmeber deeply.
came in PTP, work so hard till my body aches and breaks. but by BMT it all becames easy when our bodies are conditioned to handle all the stress.but new challenege arise, discipline matters, personal grudges, living up to expectation and passing test. a few example is duing the last week of our confinement week, our OC came down to do rounds and with our standard that time, where everyone cared only abou their own bunk, ended with 9 different standard in one level. in the end our OC forced us to come up with 6 casualty. there we learned teamwork. putting ourself aside and looking to do as a whole.
other than that there are also alot alot of small moments that i dunno how to write it out here but i am sure i'll keep it close to me at all times.
i wanna say many thanks to all our instructors. also hope they enjoyed OC nite! sgt kent and his wondergirls dance!, sir chang and his recruit clone lol. etc etc. many thanks to my bunk mate and of cuz my division, the best divison of 01/09!~ CHALLENGER! "AH WHOO!"
i guess i'll never make it to POP with out all of them. i noe i'll miss those days. i'll keep in mind all the things i learned from my sirs and sgt. they made me a new person. seeing and working differently.
to anyone going in soon, i hope ur BMT will be as meaningful as mine. keep in mind, " be thankingful for tough training. for it is because of tough training that in future u got sumtin to tell and remember of." always work tgt as a team, u wont make it alone. take everything in good light. no matter how pissed off u get remember the instructors dun like doing things to u either. imagine when u POP, all that happen to them is restart back to new greenhorns immediately. be thankful!~ gain as much from it as possible!.
william logging off.
1:28 AM