-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Saturday, May 08, 2010
lately life alittle better, i guess if u really try to control ya tots it somehow become better in its own sense.
couple of days back was feeling very depress about myself especially after revising my work with my instructor. i felt like i noe nothing even after so many value added trainings. i felt like i am really worthless.. i didn;t feel like talking to anyone, i just shut up and kept to myself and blasting music in my ears and kept studying. well i guess my buddy jill knows that i felt depress, help me scan for lunch and even lend me her book she wanted to pass to me since ffdc. it was a book about slowing down my life. well i read a couple of chapters, its somewhat interesting and yet hard to believe.
i finished the test but merely passed. i guess i didn;t work hard enuff.. but well i did tried so i guess theres nothing to be sad about, just have to do better.
went for my class 2a pract 1 with jill ytd. it was fun. the more i ride it the more i wan a 2a bikez. hopefully today she is sober enuff to ride. i guessed something happen to her ytd. saw her facebook status. well i guess me being an outsider of her life cant really expect her to tell me anything, but i hope shes alrite. well i'm there for her if she ever needs, i never let a fren down. well sometimes i do wish i was like brandon and the rest where she can easily just talk and share things.. but guess i'm not.
alrite i'm going shower and heading to ssdc again le. hopefully jills awake le.
4:27 PM
