-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Saturday, May 22, 2010
ojt seems to be a good thing to be happening now. it kinda keeps me occupied most of the time. when ever i staart to feel cranky i just need to remind myself wad is it i need to do here, why am i doing my job. it is becoz i work that others may sleep in peace at nite. might sound abit corny or bulshit, but somehow its true also looking at other country like kuwait etc... well but still i feels there something missing in my life, i still feel most of the people around me dun really give a shit bout me. its like i could just be ignored from all the rest of the world. but this time round i guess i did improved abit, not letting wad i think affect most part of how i feel. its like no oint showing people ur upset when people dun even give a shit when ir alrite. they got their own group of people they are more interested in. well like i always say human emotions and tots are a complex issue. i guess i can say i really lost faith in all those things. not that i dun wan them its just i guesss maybe its just not meant for people like me. still i do hope to experience wad i see others have. guess for now i'll just make do with wad i have...
today i'm brining eva to the navy open hse. and i'm sitting at subway for an hour now. shes still not here... sigh...
lately theres a person they i kept thinking about. more and more especially now that we work at different place. sometime i wish i could work the same place as her. she kinda makes me feel comfortable. well but i guess people like her aren't really into people like me. shes got so many people into her. and she still clinging onto an old flame, haha maybe i'm just thinkiong too much... shes a very good fren of mine, not the nicest but one of the best. glad to have met her. hope she gets well from her injury and enjoy life like shhe always wans to.
william
back to reality again...
5:46 PM
