-i'm.SO.miss-understood. -shikayeproductions.
Sigh....
navigations are the words.
This is my own space to let it out. especially when theres no one to talk to that true understands or try to understand me.
+ Cheng Wee Chuan William
+ Yu Neng Primary School
+ Bedok South Secondary School
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic
+ Republic of Singapore Navy
+ zazooosg@hotmail.com
+ 08/10/1989
+ Libra
Friday, May 14, 2010
things had been improving.. but somehow i ask myself if i am lieing to myself?
i prevent myself from updating.. so as not to give myself negative tots..
but in reality.. everyone is self centred sub consciously... they can say they noe how u feel and all,.. but ion actucal fact they dunreally give a shit...
only when they force themself to remember u that they do wad they say....
all i wanted was a friday of fun... i get people saying i emo... people telling me to quit myn drinking life.. and that she drink for socialise only...
kinda makes me feel like i just dun have any social life...
wadever.. all i wanted was company and fun just like u... unlike u i dun have that many frens... and i;m not that too friendly.. anyway u dun notice but i do... honestly wad am i to u? nothing... go stick to ur buddies brandon or tall or who ever.
haiz... i feel like crap... probably dun mean wadever i type but just like shit...
finish cans after cans of beer.. and a bottle of baileys... its not helping... i wan a smoke but i dun have any.... haiz... wtf... wth am i really here for...
everything needs peer evaluatioon.. i probabkly flung everyone of it now... i;m so messed up.... haiz...from today one i will not bother u all anymore...
fuck it if i have depression.. if i;m sucidal... its just me the world moves on...
not like anyone of u gioves a shiot...
7:28 AM
